Your Words

many thoughts went through my mind today. sooo many.
i think i miss you :/
and sometimes i wish i could turn back time and cherish you more than i did when you were here. Now, no longer do i have the courage to do anything like before.
so i can only miss you.

honestly, i am proud of you and extremely happy for you :D
i'm grateful that you created happy memories for me too :D
At times when i look back and recall the notsomanybutreallyniceeeee things that we did, everything still feels like a dream, a really sweet one heehee.

and now, life goes on, and i would always remember your encouragement, to jiayou and to not give up. thank you very much :)

-

"Think Think Think" - Winnie the Pooh

I think i do not really understand myself.

Why do i feel like i am not being myself sometimes?
What does it even feels like to be myself?
How is it possible that my heart and emotions feel disconnected from my brain?
Why do i feel this tinge of fear and insecurity whenever i feel as if i am losing myself?
When all these happen, what should i do?

Although it's all about myself, i cannot seem to find any answers.

:D

COME ON

zhitingggggggggggg
please study

Power of -

when life seems fragile, we need strength to keep it from falling.
when your heart is aching, you need comfort and assurance that it will not last for long.
when you doubt yourself, you need confidence from people around you to have faith again.
It's not easy, but you have me, and i'll always be here, not as an important person in your life, but as a friend who will jia-hen-duo-you so that you can rely on, and you can talk to. because, when you said you cried, you made me feel like crying too :(
Life's never too short to do anything, it all depends on the choices you make, and your attitude towards them :) keep going :)

this post is dedicated with lots of love and sincerity from PZT to Desmond Ser ：)

Ohmytian

why do i have so so so many things to complete by tonight?
let's cry together :D

Integrity

why do we lose our sense of integrity at times?
why do i lose my sense of integrity?

i felt overwhelmed with guilt although i was probably not even given the rights to feel remorseful about it. Because the fact was, i cheated. right in your face huh -.-
& during the whole time, it did not cross my mind about being honest and the real
meaning behind doing a test.

Ms Ewe is right. She doesn't need us to do a test for show, but so that she can understand and see the areas which we are still unsure of. Yet, we didn't spare a thought for her. I did not spare a thought for her.
My satisfaction came first. To think about it now, this satisfaction is really small, and it made me ponder, was it worth it?

***

Today's an eventful day! :) MY FIRST MORNING ANNOUNCEMENT, SYF announcement with Weijie the Awesomeeeee, Vectors 2 lecture :D:D, GPPPPPPPP tutorial which was awesome, Physics spa XD, EGT ;D, family day meeting ^^
& walked to the MRT with Christopher and KT :D
&& tooook the MRT with KT :D heeehee
&&& listened to Enchanted with KT :) heeheehee. Good life huh :D yeah :D

***

No.
i need to reflect
now

Unspoken Thoughts :)

At times, i really feel like boxing myself. facebook is horrible :( because it is addictive =.= aww man. how is brain so easily affected by this thing. Anyway, i am lagging behind and this is EQUALLY HORRIBLEEEE. jiayou zhiting :D push on! i keep telling myself this, and somehow i think it works :D:D heehee. because i start to smile to myself - craziness - and laugh to myself :O

i often wonder why people behave differently in front of different people, including myself. my tone, my speech, my thoughts, my actions, my attitude. They differ, although it may not be obvious to others, but i realise how they change when i speak to different people - my parents, brother, friends, teachers, strangers :D haahaa!

Perhaps it depends greatly on the impression i would like to people around me to have on me. that's why they tend to differ. is this what everyone always say, being ingenuine? such a characteristic of myself has inevitably made me doubt my principles and what i believe in - being sincere :) And very often, i get the impression that people think i am trying too hard :/
By putting myself down in such a way is so weird, and so not healthy? i have no idea why i am putting all these feelings into words now. of all times, why now? Haha :) But it seems like i have longed gotten used of feeling this way, hence i do not feel hurt or sad anymore :)

i guess this is all a blessing in disguise. Mummy used to say, "You get to experience so many things which others do not even have the chance to think about, so why dwell about things that make you feel upset and awful? Focus on the brighter things in life, smile at even the littlest thing that is given to you, because you never know of anyone out there who is yearning for what you have more than you can ever think of."

i'm proud to be an AJCian :)
it has been really long since I've updated YM :) YES I MISS YOU :)
2010 has been an awesome year, 2011 has been awesome tooo :D

what should you do when you feel irritated after telling someone time and time again to stop his/her actions but to no avail?

"I think a person's life is supposed to be like a DVD. You can see the version everyone else sees, or you can choose the director's cut - the way he wanted you to see it, before everything else got in the way."
Jodi Picoult, Nineteen Minutes :)

I'M A LUCKY PERSON :)

friendship is strength :D

THIS SONG REALLY MAKES MY HEART BEAT FASTER
AND somehow REMINDS ME OF A LOT OF THINGS :)
HAHAHHAH NICEEEE :)

:)

i will tell myself, to stop.
because i will get tired, i need to lead my life on,
i will become crazy.

It's not dying that i am afraid of.
It is not living in the first place.

你这个笨女孩
真是笨到极点啦
该怎么办呢
啊呀呀呀呀。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

it is really not easy :(
while i keep telling myself to find things to do to not brood over this issue,
my brain and heart seem to be meeting lots of obstacles while trying to
cooperate -.- is it because i do not know the reason? should i ask? should i wait?
should i just throw everything away? No.
it just doesn't work that way. ohwelllllllllll. what a sickening thing AHHHHHHH!
please give me an answer before i lose control.


give me a reason, before i blow your house down.

it feels so weird to feel so weird :)
hahahaha through you, i really got to experience a whole new world.
a world so wild, full of expectations, sometimes a little disappointment,
surprises, and, simple.
it's so simple. and it felt so real, so natural.
i guess i really have to thank you for this :)

keep smiling :)
like you are, always :)



CAUSE BABY YOU'RE A FIREWORK! :)

你要相信自己能够度过这一场考验。
他的出现让你做了一场很美，很幸福的梦。
当你醒了，当一切都结束了，他就会象风一样地从你的生命中消失，
象一只很漂亮的蝴蝶一样，轻轻地飞走。
在这时候，你或许会觉得有些心疼，伤心，失望，空虚，无助，但你不可以放弃哦！你不可以向这些让你这么难过的感情屈服，不可以因为累了而决定停止往前走的脚步，不可以因为想念他而埋头流泪，不可以因为自己的心情而使身旁所有爱你的人为了你担心。

坚强， 对自己要有信心，加油!! :)
你绝对OK的！！！

SOMETHING BOUT' LOVE
by DAVID ARCHULETA :)


:) busy period! jiayou everyone!!!!!! :) things will go well!!! :)
because we're all in this together :D

you have unpredictable reactions
which sometimes come as a surprise, sometimes as a disappointment

just like buses.
whenever we hope a certain bus would come quickly, it just wouldn't come. instead,
the bus which you waited sooo badly previously came in just a few seconds.
hahaha :)

all so weird

JIAYOU :)
i'm not afraid of challenges anymore, because i'm going to face them like how i face korean dramas. lean forward, smile, laugh, become addicted :D

it matters, you just do not care about it. it hurts, you just do not feel it. it loves, you just do not see it. it sacrifices, you just do not understand it. it all happens not because of it, but because of you, yet you'll never know it.

today, i felt the pain of being doubted by someone i love and who's encouragements i cherish. i didn't realise the importance of this person's encouragement until today's incident. it was painful and i couldn't help it.

haha :)

i had a really really fun and happy time with Ru Jun today at KFC :P
thanks ah :D heehee. we ate while discussing our song proposal. and oh yes,
crapped totally :D

BEST THIING: I MET RYAN THE CUTE LITTLE BOY TODAYZXZ!!! :D
AND COINCIDENTALLY MET ZHE YU AT UNITED SQUARE TOO!

HAHAHHA! and i really find Xuan Xuan's hair mega cool.
it's like, really messy, really messy, really messy. but it's cool. somehow :P
YOU BETTER CUT IT SOON THOUGH :D

love has so much power that it can bring you to the extremes of sadness and happiness
what can ever beat that
i don't see another thing more powerful

a little fluctuating
a little on and off
a little here and there
a little happiness and cluelessness
a little bit faster
a little bit of pondering why it suddenly stops
a little more on why it happens
a little too weird
a little disappointing :(
a little like a miracle for these to happen because of you :)


happy boxing day :)

Sleepless Child by Michael Learns To Rock :D


heard this song in the car on FM90.5 :D
mummy was driving, and she said: "ohhh i love this song!"
hahah, i was initially listening to a Lin Junjie's song, but something told
me to TAKE THAT EARPIECE DOWN AND LISTEN TO MUMMY'S FAVOURITE SONG.
so i obeyed that voice!:D
hahahhaa! and yes, Santa's present indeed!!:D
the song was one which i heard somewhere somehow before. and it sounded really
familiar.
I asked mum the title, and she said MILKY WAY.
i was, okay.... hahah! and asked ARE YOU SURE IT'S MILKY WAY?!??!
because it seriously did not sound like a song with that title :P

and she said the 2 magical words: "or maybe it is "SLEEPING CHILD"."
hahha, so i listened to the lyrics as carefully as i could, and YES!!
the chorus did repeat Sleeping Child at least twice!!
it was a more probable title :P

a really meaningful song which i guess all parents would like to sing
to their children :)

heeeee! and i was reminded of someone covering me with a blanket this morning.
i dunno if it was mummy or papa. hmm, but this song and that incident, haha
coincides so coincidentally!!:)
honestly, i'm touched :) but i guess i would never say this to my parents.
not now :)

Merry Merry Merry Merry Christmas :)

如果人生能够重来一遍，
我会选择同样的一条路，
过着这种平凡人的生活，
由于巧合而与你察肩而过，
因为缘分所以认识了你，
交到象你这么好的朋友，
与你产生一种奇妙的默契，
让你的微笑成为世界的焦点
:)

i do not know how to describe this feeling. afraid of losing it?
overwhelmed by insecurity.

HAPPY 平安夜！:)

CHRISTMAS IS COMING :)
STAY HAPPY EVERYONEEEEEEEEEEE!

your appearance was a surprise
your existence is a bliss
your friendship is a treasure
your smile is a wonder
everything about you is just so special
just the way you are
my world revolves and my heart stops
my eyes smile and my words run out
because you're amazing
just the way you are :)

MCFLY! OHMYZX! :D



Every day feels like a Monday
There is no escaping from the heart ache
Now I gotta put it back together coz its always better late than never
Wishing I could be in California
I wanna tell you when I'll call ya
I could've fallen in love
I wish I'd fallen in love
Out of our lives and out of time wishing I could be with you
To share the view
We could've fallen in love
Whoa oooh
Whoa oooh
Waking up to people talking
And it's getting later every morning
Now I realise it's nearly midday
And I've wasted half my life to throw it away
Singing every day should be a new day
To make you smile and find a new way
Of falling in love yeah of falling in love
Out of our lives and out of time wishing I could be with you
To share the view
Oh we could've fallen in love
Whoa oooh
Whoa oooh
We could've fallen in love
Whoa oooh
Whoa oooh

Sick of waiting I can't take it gotta tell ya (X8!)
I can't take another night on my own
So I take a breath and I pick up the phone
She said oooh oooh ooooh ooooh
She said oooh oooh ooooh ooooh
She said oooh oooh ooooh ooooh
We could've fallen in love
We could've fallen in love
Oh yeah falling in love
We could've fallen in love
Falling in love
Oooooh
We could've fallen in love

网:　张信哲



爱 还不了
所以无可救药
多少人在结束后
用遗憾寻找

梦 抓不到
所以谁都想要
而命运的网
有能解开多少

以为 一切得到 却不知在网里绕
失去和拥有 谁能分辨得好

谁不想飞得比天高
谁不想挣脱天网的牢
最华丽的情调 比不上那微笑
很多时候我们需要依靠

谁不想飞得比天高
谁不想世界为你而绕
最单纯的感动却忘了去寻找
拥有了世界却输掉了拥抱

有什么值得炫耀

awesome song
superb voice
meaningful lyrics

:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATHER!
14th December 2010

Currently at tiong bahru mac due to a miscommunication between Mum and me -.-
but ohwell, i love this feeling of sitting in a notsofamiliar environment,
listening to niceeee music, doing my dear homework, and bonding with yellow-monkeyyy :)

solitude, thanks for being here :)

i came home today, and happened to catch a little of this channel U show about
helping realising the dreams of those who do not have the ability to do it
themselves. It suddenly struck me, that i'm really lucky. to have a happy family,
to be able to live in a place so comfortable and having no need to worry about
my next meal.

yet, i still had one million and one requests of this and that.

evil, really.

it's only when you lose it, you realise how precious and important it is to you.
unfortunately, by then it's all too late. because changes happen all the time,
and do not wait for you.

we just got to keep going :)

39 minutes past 12 midnight.
i'm not a single bit sleepy.
thanks to all the day-naps.

time flies. truly. i know, i've said this at least a million times.
but it's true! so true! haha :)

i cannot believe i'm gonna be 18 next year.
that's really, like more grown up?
now, when i reflect back, what have i been doing all these 17 years?
seriouslyyyyyyyyyy!
somehow, i seem to have found my motivation to study.
it's like, i really want to do it, so as to keep up with something.
but i don't really get it either.

hmm. zhi ting, jiayou :)
people around you may make you feel distracted, discouraged, but don't
forget you're living your life once, and there would never be a chance for
a second round. you don't want to look back oneday, and regret for not
doing better. push on! it takes pain to know the taste of happiness :)

ohman how much i love to self-motivate XD

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY DESIREE TEE :)
thankyou for everything you've given me since the day we looked at each other, smiled,
and became friends :)
you're one really special person and important friend in my life!
Thank you for being you, and being such an awesome awesome superrr fantastic
chao-ji-super-hao-peng-you!!! i love you!!
keep smiling! and stay strong always :)



Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're the reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

Katy Perry, you're really awesome :)

i know i would never put this across to you, but you are probably the best guy i would ever meet in my life. for this, i'm really grateful to God for giving me this chance. thankyou:)


just
be happy
always

just this once
-
i hate to have regrets. i know the only person i can rely on is myself. the only
way for me to be able to rely on myself is to study hard, and do well.
people always say the only way for you to be happy, is to treat yourself better. but i know clearly i was not and will not be happy everytime i hurt you, make you cry,
and make you feel unworthy of yourself. seriously, i know all these. so why
do i keep repeating the same mistakes. things just keep coming like a really strong,
horrendous, fearful tornado. so much so i often wonder whether i made right
decisions when i know i should never think of anything that begins with 'if'. because they just make me feel awful and worse. life's weird. and it's really
getting out of hand for me. i do not know how to handle everything when people
around me do not understand how i feel although i know i'm in the wrong because
i never dared to let them know my feelings. it sucks big time. all i can say now is i know my responsibilities, and my actions in response to them will be speaking louder about myself than my feelings, my thoughts, my heart, my desires, my opinion.
so my actions, seem to be the only way out to solve all these right?

-
thankyou
thankyou

她說
林俊傑


must listen! really very very nice :)

I'M ONLY ME WHEN I'M WITH YOU :)
-TAYLOR SWIFT!




i'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground

Sometimes, i just feel that i do not know who to look for to share my thoughts.
And the reason is not because you are not someone whom i do not trust or cherish,
but because you seem extremely heavy on your shoulders already and have no space
for another load.

very chicken right. ya totally. Human nature? we are all afraid of having
others to sacrifice for us and being a burden to them.

说是缘分还是碰巧
一场特别的梦还是该收藏的回忆
欣赏还是喜欢
感激还是后悔
怀念或是想念

这一切有多重要？

selfish. that's the word i am going to describe myself now.
is it my character? the way i treat people?
if me, as a person, would cause others to get hurt, should i change?

i wish i'm a cucumber. and i just want to be wrapped with a crab stick
into a california roll now, and get eaten by a sumo.
my vision has blurred, and i do not know how to
move on without a clear signal ahead. it all just feels, lost.

and i know it's all because of me, and my awful habits.

for this, phua zhi ting, you really suck big time
X1000000000n.

PROCASTINATION.
Yeah manzx, that's what i'm really good at :S

I've not done much for homework, I have not done my study plan for this holiday.
2 MAJOR THINGS. alright, i really need the motivation to buck up. i know,
at this time, i need to self-motivate. i must!
come on zhiting. jiayou. you rock x10 :D
hahhhhaha XDXD

ohwells :)

Today, i came across this really talented south korean guitarist :)
his name is Sungha Jung. Thanks to ANG who posted a video of him playing on
facebook! :D
he's really really talented! and is only 14 this year! :)
heee!
Song: More Than Words :)
He really plays it with lots of feelings! and i cannot help but recall all those
memories of Sarawak OCIP trip:)


it's not the time to give up,
but the time to push on and move on :)

当你 - 王心凌


:)

the weather is really unpredictable these days.
like a monster. yet, it's really sweeeeet cause it becomes coool at times :D

"You can close your eyes
to the things you don't wanna see,
but you can't close your heart
to the things you don't wanna feel"

Shakespeares

his voice, his music, lyrics, heeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
super nice!


地面灯火像是星光闪耀
什么地方等着我降落停靠
走过一扇大门一座桥
什么笑容值得我凝住心跳
往前跑的人都需要 摆脱遗憾的药
回到教堂祈祷那一秒

爱是 三万里程的孤单
闪着等待的泪光 眺望可能的远方

爱是(爱知道) 再远都在你身旁
心疼了解的目光 不流泪的机场
累计(划下)或多或少的伤 或真或假的谎
只求不忘了我 最真的模样 最真的微笑

红灯闪烁停驻的街道
蓝天绿叶的熟悉不同面貌
一张床一个停靠
黑夜白昼颠倒
谁能解读脸上的微笑

短暂的来回奔跑
不曾解开的背包
我参与的人生太潦草
快乐常在门外绕
太多陌生的夜晚让我困扰
若你能了解 我会向你怀里靠

:)

If I Let You Go - Westlife

happy birthday Edwin Chen :)
although i really felt like boxing you and throwing you out of the window before, you gave me the
chance to learn how to become a more patient and enduring person. For that, thanks :D
i enjoyed being your PW group mate FOR REAL (no sarcasm at all!!) while our group went through
thick and thin together! Your "i'm-so-unwilling-to-do-this" look always cracks me up
because in the end you'll still do it. HAHAHAHAHA! and despite being really
heartless and irritating most of the time,
you're quite nice to teach others when people ask for help :)
so this shows you can be less heartless and irritating most of the time :D
Have an awesome and exciting 17th birthday :D

the School Holidays have started. In other words, its like officially declaring war towards the
amazing and incredulous pile of HOME-JOY, Open House and Orientation planning.
HEE HEE HEE! JIAYOU! :D
tsk! i feel like a pea! a jumping pea. from many things that have happened,
i don't really understand myself.
and i always always always wonder what's the right way to tackle certain issues.
In a way, i do not know who to approach,
i do not know who to ask. Or should i say, i do not know how to put my message and
issue across to others. crazy right. aishhhhh!

I SHALL THINK ABOUT IT :)

what can i say when i do not know what to say?

what a weird thing to happen. and i do not even know if i would prefer for it to last for a long long time, or for just this moment. maybe Dream Fairy can let me dream of the answer tonight :D

I would like to sincerely thank LENA TOH SZE ZHUO for giving me the pair of Harry Potter's tickets! :D

Really really nice movie :D although i not any HP fan; i do not watch every single movie, i do not read a

single HP book, but this movie is reallyyyyyyyy nice :D

of course, have to thank KT for guiding me and patiently telling me who's this and who's that during the

movie :P

awww the above paragraph feels like i've received some award. :D OKAY HERE'S THE IMPORTANT WORD: THANKYOU :)

i've really got many things on hand. the amount of homework is unimaginable and i feel a littl e teeny

scared to compile and count them -.-

hahahhhaha! jiayou alll!!:D

Mr Ng gave me some advice today after our OH discussion. and he told i have to have to HAVE TO

do a study plan NOW. it hit me. seriously.

although i've longgggg known that planning is important, but i never ever got down to really do it.

and his words reminded me HARD that i should not be wasting my time away when it is available

and there for me.

true enough :) thankyou Mr Ng :)

today's been a superrrrr happy yet a little weird day :D

hahahha. i don't know how i should describe it, but yeah, that's just it :D

move on move on :)

we all got to move on :)

because others would not wait for us, neither would time :)

the news is exasperating. may there be world peace!
always and always.

people change, lives change, surroundings change, things change, friends change,
families change,
But a few things do stay the same. And it is because these things come from this
corner of our hearts! Love & friendship.

awwww :D
throughout this year, i realised many changes happening in the people around me.
and i start to see how different they are as compared to the past. Some have turned
for the better, some for the bad.

Like my brother :D
heee! Sheng has grown taller, a little teeny bit more handsome, a little little
teeny teeny bit more manly, deeper in voice, some non-toot hairstyle now as compared
to his BOWL CUT, started wearing contact lens!!, tapered his school pants -.-,
began wearing skinny jeans :O:O:O, realised how not presentable it is to wear
t-shirts which are all ragged and stretched, started to wear COLLAR SHIRT!!,
take photos with girlsss, become more sensible :):)

he is really vastly different from last year. different. that's the word manzxz!!
heee.

As people change, sometimes i do feel insecure and weird, probably fearing that
their mindset and principles would change as well. and i would wonder if their love and feelings towards people and things which they love previously would change too.
what a thinking -.-

haish!

anyway, these upcoming 2 months are gonna be busy busy busy busy busy !!!!
JIAYOU JIAYOU!:D

LOVE IS IN THE AIR. BREATHE IN!!!! :D

life is full of ups and downs.
they are inevitable, uncontrollable.
the only thing left which we can decide for ourselves is our response towards this roller coaster ride.
what is your response?

what would you do?


today, long day.
when i looked at the timetable yesterday, i was like, 3 lectures.
okay. jiayou manzxz!
hahahaha!
and i cannot believe its over :D
BEST-EST THING, i ate 3 dinners.
1st was with KT at MAC - Filet O'fish meal UPSIZE! thank goodness KT helped me some of my fries :D
2nd was at home with Rochie - Cup Noodles!!
3rd was at Ahma's House - Ahma's fabulous cooking which i really couldnt resist and thus ended up munching away AGAIN.

i am bloated. now.
oh noooooo.

anyway, i went back home today too!
on the way home, i met Long Sheng!
my neighbour, my cousin's good good friend.
ahahahh! and he said something which really made me, WAH.
Something like that: "the previous time i saw you, you were preparing to take olevels. now gonna J1 is gonna be over."

ohmanzxz time flies!
proven it 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000n times already! :P

So Dairy Farm home is EVEN MESSIER THAN BEFORE. and everything is so cram that
the house feels so stuffy and humid. AND HOT.
hahahha!
AND IT HAPPENED ALL SO *LUCKILY*, I had to go dabian but ALL THE TOILETS WERE
ALREADY KNOCKED DOWN.
ohman so i walked like maddddddddd to the swimming pool toilet which was at least 150m away. WHAT A COOL EXPERIENCE MAN.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH! :D

Happy HARI RAYA HAJI to all! :)

takecare :)

thankyou so much for everything you've gave us :)
you taught me how to endure hardships, and how to communicate effectively.
Seriously, i cannot believe you're over. like, all so suddenly. I can still
remember very distinctly at around mid-year, seniors kept telling us that it
will all be over soon. And yes, obviously i was like "HA HA HA", and was really
anxious over the not-say-complete GPP XD
i did feel that you were a waste of time, cause too much emphasis was placed on you.
but to think back about it now, i guess you did not only teach us about project work literally. But also how to juggle among our studies, our interest, and YOU.
honestly, i was seriously going to kill you if you were kill-a-ble.
fortunately, you're not :)
but i still thank you la, MR. PW :)
HAHA, WOW. SERIOUSLY. TIME FLIES!

i really thank you for breaking the ice between my fantastic group: MOVINGTOWARDSANENVIRONMENTALLYFRIENDLYQATAR :D
long name, yet so awesome!!!!!!!!
although there were times i really felt like screaming and pulling out all my hair and jump into the PACIFIC OCEAN, i really really really had lots of fun too :)
i REALLY REALLY love my group. TO THE MAX.
AND LOVE, IS BLIND RIGHT ♥♥♥♥♥

笑一笑，就过去了 :)

is brilliant.
is cool.
is nice.
is fun.
is lucky.
is Happy :)

i cannot believe PROJECT WORK is over.
oh come on! IT'S UNBELIEVABLE ALRIGHT.
UNBELIEVABLE!
although its ending mean that academic stuffs are coming in altogether again.
ALRIGHT! JIAYOU JIAYOU! :D
council work is beginning to pile in tooo :D
I'M EXCITED SERIOUSLY! :P heeee. jiayou all!

tomorrow is CLASS OUTING ! :D
WOOHOOOOO! have fun have fun have fun! :D
HENCE, I AIM TO COMPLETE MY AGM PROPOSAL TONIGHT.
AND OH TIMELINE TOMORROW MORNING.
JIAYOU PZT!
& to YOU, yes la, YOU! JIAYOU TOO!
JUST SMILE :D
HEEEE! OPEN YOUR MOUTH TO THE WIDEST YOU CAN STRETCH, AND
PUSH YOUR UPPER-LIP UPWARDS AND YOUR LOWER-LIP DOWNWARDS!
DANG-DANG! NICE SMILE ;D

我不知怎么了，但突然想到人生其实很短，我们却有很多很多事情要做。
家庭，学业，工作，朋友，梦想，理想，等等。每天每天，我们所过的生活是在不知明日会如何的情况下。
因此，我们要懂得珍惜现在所能够拥有的，也要把每天当做自己人生的最后一天一样过。若是这样，为什么人总是在失去以后才后悔，在失去以后才懂得珍惜，在失去以后才哭泣，在失去以后才希望一切能够重来一遍？

Today is an awesome day :D
i had fun during PW, a trip to NYP with 08 GG (Girls' Gang) & Sogurt with KT :D

i know i've said this at least a million times,
BUT TIME REALLY FLIES!
AT THE SPEED OF ZJSIHDIFHUWHEHRSUBXUZZZZZXZXZX!!!
SUPERRRRRR FAST!
PW IS OFFICIALLY ENDING NEXT MONDAY. FOR REAL.
IT'S SCARY, NERVE RACKING, EXICITING, FUN :)
HAO BA, JIAYOU ALL! A FEW MORE DAYS!
PERSIST :)

KEEP GOING ^^

this is life :D

“我对一切人与事，都取和平的态度，把吃亏看作当然的。但是，在做人上，我有一定的宗旨与基本的法则，什么事都可将就，而不能超过自己划好的界限。”

-老舍《我的母亲》

TIME FLIES!
i feel as if .......... AH YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN :)

it has already been days since the end of promos,
the monster which many seniors told me to go head on with it
regardless of how tough and challenging. amazing huh?
now there still 2 major things left. Chinese As and PW OP.
seriously, i'm wowing at how time just zoomed pass me, and has reached TODAY!
just a few more hurdles! so push on ok! JIAYOU EVERYONE :)
in no time, we will be at ECP building sandcastles! :P
wahahahahaha!

这一首简单的歌让你的心情快了
爱请就像一条河 难免会碰到波折
:)

My mum asked me, "you feel disappointed is it?"
i went, "yes a little."
i would love to say no, not at all. but i guess disappointment always surfaces
when one does not do up to expectations. In a way, disappointment seems like a
butterfly.

If you treat it positively with a smile, it will seem beautiful
and strong to you. With wings which look so weak, yet they are able to fly so freely. You would like it to be around you, and you will probably be motivated by its character.

If you treat negatively, like it is a bug, you would want to
chase it away. The more you try to chase it away, the larger the fear of it coming
back.

Now, at this point of my life, i seem to be helplessly trying to climb out of
a bottomless pit. It is tiring and painful to always fall after putting in effort.
So now comes my choice,
Do i succumb to the fatigue and pain and give up?
Do i grit my teeth and let the pain gradually leave me whie i continue this climb?

I told my mum i would move on.
and i really will move on, because i know remain standing at the position which
i did not do up to expectations would just leave me further and further away from
my dream.

So i'll push on. If i have give up some things which i cherish a lot to put my
academic back on track, i would have to pull up the courage to do so.
And i know i can, if i believe in myself.

A little part of me does fear the stares by people around me.
And if i were to say this is human nature, i guess many would say that's just
another excuse. Well, true, i'm someone who fears the talk of the others.
I will learn to grow out this, slowly. And mummy always tell me,
"you live your life for yourself. So why should care about how others view you?"
yes indeed :)

if i have chance to live my life again, i would still live it the same way.
just the way God has arranged it to be. I'm blessed.

i'm superrrr addicted to Sung Kyun Kwan Scandal laaaaaaaaa!
it's a must watch ok :D it has really really meaningful things to learn,
moral values, friendship, honesty, loyalty, and it shows how much one person
can actually stretch him/herself as long as he/her has an aim :)
COURAGE, BRAVERY, PERSISTENCE, STRENGTH, MOTIVATION,....
aish! just, really goood :D
and the actors and actresses really play their roles very very well :)


okay lets do an introduction ;D

Name: 송중기 / SONG JOONG KI(Song Jung Ki) :D
Profession: Actor
Birthdate: 1985-Sep-19
Height: 178cm
Weight: 65kg
Star sign: Virgo
Blood type: A
*SUPER DUPER CUTE AND FUNNY AND CHARISMATIC AND SMART IN THIS DRAMA :)


Name: 유아인 / Yoo Ah In
Real name: 엄홍식 / Uhm Hong Shik (Eom Hong Sik)
Profession: Actor
Birthdate: 1986-Oct-06
Birthplace: Daegu, South Korea
Height: 181cm
Weight: 62kg
Star sign: Libra
Blood Type: A
*megaaaaaaaaaa sweeet, loyal, sentimental character in the show ;D


Name: 박민영 / Park Min Young (Bak Min Yeong)
Profession: Model and actress
Birthdate: 1986-Mar-04
Birthplace: Seoul, South Korea
Height: 164cm
Weight: 41kg
Star sign: Pisces
Blood type: O
*SUPER PRETTY and BRAVE character :) really, Admirable :)


Name: 믹키유천 / Micky Yoo Chun
Japanese name: ユチョン / Yuchun
Chinese name: 秘奇有天 / Mi Qi You Tian
Real name: 박유천 / Park Yoo Chun
Profession: Singer and actor
Birthdate: 1986-Jun-04
Birthplace: Seoul, South Korea
Height: 182cm
Weight: 64kg
Star sign: Gemini
Blood type: O
*The most toot guy ever, but really sweet and heartwarming character :) just that, he's toooo rigid and stubborn, until he met HER :D



aigoooo :D


& HERE, a really really awesome piano cover of CHAJATTA :)

Memories, i will keep you forever. Thanks for always making smile when i think of you. Thanks for allowing me to keep in mind about those wonderful people who impacted and influenced me so much. Thanks for reminding me of those happy times. Thanks for allowing me to learn from my mistakes. Thanks for teaching me to cherish the present, live life to the fullest, so that each second that passes will become another happy thing to remember.
I'm grateful, because i have you :)

HAPPY 20.10.2010! :D
heee!
A day which we have the choice to spend it meaningfully
A day which looks like any other day with 24hours/ 24X60min/ 24X60X60sec
yet it is A day which will never come again
yet it is A day which can never be repeated

hahah! upon typing this, i realised that actually everyday is a day which will only
come ONCE in our lifetime, and we can never turn back time or have a second chance
to spend a day that has already passed. It tells me something, time is also ticking
and moving and passing. It doesn't wait for me, for you, for anyone, it doesn't.
It goes on at its own pace. So if i pause while time still moves, i am slowing
down, i will be lagging behind. I would then have to run faster than normal
to catch up with those who continued to be on the same pace as time. Or in other
words, those who were consistent.

hmm :D
we've all got to become good friends with time.
whether it is through smacking the horse butt or genuinely befriending it.
we got to flow with it and not lag behind or go against it.
It's challenging man. A skill :D
haha :)

I looked through all my photos on facebook. and could not help but laugh
and smile at those funny times in secondary school.
Time flies. Fasttt :D While there are many things we have to learn to let go,
there are many things we have to learn to catch before they are gone.
As contradicting as it seems, this is life. A life which is full of twists and turns,
happiness and sorrow, smiles and cries, kind and evil.
As long as we live it to the fullest, we need not fear what would happen at the
very next moment. because there is nothing to regret about.

:D CHAJATTA; FOUND YOU by JYJ :D


this song is really niceeeeeeeeeeee :D
and the drama is awesomeeeeeeeeeeee :D

"your main duty as a student is to study, do your best for your homework, exams,
and score your best for alevels. you don't have to be a mugger, you can be a dynamic youth. and all these can only come about with good time management, discipline, persistence and when you set your priorities right."

hao! JIAYOU!
sometimes, i feel that it's really incredible to have lived 17 years of my life.
& really lucky too :D
heee!

and i believe, that hardwork will pay off.

School is getting busier!! :D
I'm excited!! FOR REAL! but at the same time, really scared i cannot handle.
Totally shingz man. I should erase such pessimism ASAP.
HA! JIAYOU :D
Anyway, IT'S FRIDAY TODAY!!! :D
UNBELIEVABLE. TIME FLIES LIKE ZOOOOM!!!
FAST!
On the other hand, I cannot believe that Promos were just LAST WEEK!
It feels as if at least 2 weeks has passed!

One awesome thing today:
Family dinner with Ahma at Jurong Garden! :D
the dunno what Li Garden Restaurant!
wah super delicious!
especially their chicken wings, yu tou lu soup, fan shu ye and
ma lai feng guang!
wahahahaha~~~~
it's a nice feeling to have dinner with Ahma :D
and i love it when she tells stories about Papa's childhood days XD

Today was Farewell Assembly too!
It was really touching :D
To my dear seniors, i just want to sincerely thank you for guiding me,
and helping me adapt so smoothly into jc life despite your superbusy schedule.
A mentor, a senior, a friend:D
May you overcome all future challenges and achieve your dreams! Especially the
upcoming Alevels :)
JIAYOU!!! :D
"Having to say goodbye just means that i will miss you".
Yes, i will really miss you guys very very very very very very very very very
very very very very very very very very very very much!!!!
heeee! :)

I don't know what had gotten into me just now.
I'm restless and irritable.
horrible zhiting.

i realised one thing about myself. Regardless of how much i tell myself,
i can do it, i can handle it, i really don't like the feeling of having
to do things on my own. This is human nature right? Any human would always
prefer someone to be by their side to just talk to them.

this pile is stacking up and i feel as if i'm almost turning into a fishball
and about to roll down. i really don't like this. really :S

I LOVE TO SIT THE BUS :D

I Have A Dream


I just had a walk with mummy :D
and she treated me to lots of food at Coffee Bean :P thanks Mama!!
Okay, so i told her many many things which i feel really insecure and
am lacking confidence in. They just began to spill out like bloooopbloooopblooop
when i started talking. Heee!

I really admire brother :)
because he has a dream :D
and he dares to work towards it. It's rare. It's brave. It's really courageous!
I've thought through of what i've always wanted to experience in my life.
And although many people often tell me it's unrealistic, that it is
too unstable, too dangerous, requires too much sacrifices, and that i do not
meet the criterias for it, i guess i have just got to give it a shot.
I got to try, and do my best before pronouncing death right? :D
PERSISTENCE! RESILIENCE! KEEP GOING! IT'S NEVER THE END UNLESS YOU CALL IT THE END
:D
It's not the end, & so, helloooooo~

slowly, slowly.
one step at a time.
HWAITING!!! :D

Today the Open House comm had a meeting :D
they are really awesome people!!! :D
i cannot wait to start work with them heee!
but at the same time, i'm a little teeny tiny scared of how busy and crazy we'll all get during these few months.
JIAYOU OK!!
WE'LL DO WELL!! :D
When we believe we can do it, we'll put in our best and do our best :D

:D
Sheng's eating PEARS :)
One happy thing about tomorrow: THERE'S CHINESE :D
ahahahhahah i'm really looking forward to it, somehow:D
it's been super long since i've touched it. Like ever since
chinese promos ended? :/
and i miss Chi Lao Shi!!
she's one of the most most most most patient teachers i've met :D
HEEEEE! JIAYOU JIAYOU :D



hahahaha!

i would like to thank TKT and Desmond for making my lunch today, 13th Oct,
such an enjoyable and funny one :D
Thankyou :)

Hey, soul sister




Seriously, today's "revision day" made me realised how much things i've got to
during the upcoming months. At the same time, my worries begin to surface more
obviously. Promos consequences, time management, homework, chinese As, open house, agm, PW........
ahhhh it seems like a really long list.

so, i've decided, that i'll take all these more positively. This seems challenging
in some way. Deep down in my heart, i know i truly doubt myself.
I doubt that i have the strength to pull through. Shingz.
such ugly thoughts huh :(

what should i do when i feel like the world is falling apart?
i will find hope.
i will smile and laughhhhhhhhhhhh :D
i will eat kit kats!
i will drink yakults and vitagens.
i will find yellowmonkeyy~
i will listen to music :D
i will faceboooooooooook.
i will daydream.
i will sleep.
i will eat.
i will believe in myself.
i will knock my head and tell myself: you know you can prevent your
world from falling apart, so don't give up.
Ahahahha i really thank my superawesome subconscious friend who is
living up there in my head :D

Plan my time well.
Do the whatsoever Timetable.
Complete those things which i know i would regret if i don't do them well now.
GO ZHITING. It's simple :)
PULL THROUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

我爱他 - 丁当



uncontrollable :/

Ahhhhhhh :D
finally, i can resume my XIA YI ZHAN, XING FU :)

sweeeet! i love this photo!:D
sooooo cute!!
look at their pants! and folded arms! :D
and act-cool look XD
hahahha :D



Ft Island! :)

time flies!
it's thursday already! and promos are about to end!
TOMORROW! JUST ONE LAST DAY! PHYSICS PAPER!
jiayou jiayou jiayou!
HANG ON!
KEEP HOLDING ON TIGHTLY!!!!
:D
i've made one promise to myself.
AFTER PROMOS, I'M GONNA TAKE MY TIME TO CHOOSE ONE AWESOME
KOREAN DRAMA TO WATCH OVER THE WEEKENDS. I REALLY MISS YOU :):):):):):):):)
AND I WILL WATCH HAPPILY :D

okay now, jiayou! SINCE WE'RE ALREADY IN IT, LET'S JUST DO IT WELL :)
JUST KEEP GOING GOING GOING!!!!!! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR TOH :)
you're a great great physics teacher :D
may you stay happy always!!:D




it is tough to be brave, isn't it?
that is why everyone needs friends.

anyway,
chem was a brain-cell-killer.
and it's the first time i've ever met a question which asked me to draw
an energy cycle for the enthalpy change of formation of a carbonate ion.
so weird :S
ya this = to insufficient exposure to questions = insufficient practice :(

It is really demoralising, somewhat.
but there's still Maths and Physics!
so there's still Hope? :D

i'm hoping for some hope.
hope hope hope.

the more you repeat one word, the more you wonder why the word is
spelt in such a way.
why is Hope spelt as Hope?
it looks like "Hop". and reminds me of rabbits :D
heeeee!
jiayou :)

life is all about attitude and discipline.
with the right attitude and discipline, we'll be happy, our lives will be
fulfilling :)

today, i really felt my blood rushing up to my face, and my face was burning.
I thought it was getting redder. hahahah! interesting :D:D

^^ Mummy treated me fishcakes and a mocha from coffeebean just now :D
we went for a walk to railmall :D
and i realise how talkative and how large my mouth is.
it's probably the size of 10 AJC fishballs.
:D

maths tomorrow :)
legendary :D
BEE.
Buzzzz!

my eyes hurt man :/
please bring me through today.

JIAYOU!!!! :D

ahhhh seriously, life is a weird one.

but i'm thankful i can experience it and
live it :D

QI SI WO LE
IF I CAN BOX YOU
I WILL DEFINITELY USE ALL MY MIGHT
AND MAKE SURE YOUR HEAD CHANGE DIRECTION
AND EARS BECOME STICKED TO YOUR FACE

BETTER WATCH OUT YOU DABIAN FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lee Bo Ram has a nice voice :)
heeee :D
here's a NICEEEEE song by her :)
actually, it's a chinese song by Wang Fei! :)
but this is a really touching version too :D
once you hear it, you totally want to watch the drama which has this song
as one of the OST! she sings it with so much feelings that
i really want to cry upon hearing it.
And this drama is really really a very super duper HAO production!
there are good actors, good actresses, and it's a really really
awesome plot :D
will cry like crazy, hahaha:D
so if you don't like to cry, all the more you should watch this!
then you'll cry and release all the tears stocked up in your body :D
EAST OF EDEN :D *winks*
it's Addictive!
and it's 36 episodes :D

OST of East of Eden :D
Title: Red Bean! :D




this is another version :D
by Davichi:)
but it's shows a part of the drama which is really really touchinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg:)


:)
i had a great and memorable ZHONG QIU JIE EVE with 0810 today:D
thankyou:)

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!!!!!!!!
TODAY WILL BE AN AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
SUPER HAPPY DAY :D:D

because _________!

because i say so! :D

*winks* :P

1. racing with time
2. love songs
3. bananas
4. zebra
5. blogger :)
6. yellow-monkeyy!
7. FT Island
8. pigs!
9. korean dramas :D
10. Kim Hyung Joong
11. Lee Byung Hyun
12. Studies
13. Fear
14. Happiness
15. Home
16. Kimchi :)
17. Fishballs!
18. Integration :D
19. Hexane
20. Friends

smile :)

we're doing great!

you are doing great :D

爱上你
by S.H.E. :D

如果说这世界 不够完美不够好
一定是在等我们 亲手给它变得美好
就是爱(爱上你) 看起来 会那么少
一定是在等我们 (爱上你)
一起勇敢寻找 一起找到

一片片落叶 会开出个花园
手牵手挨过整个冬天
每只蝴蝶为了飞为了翩翩起舞先做一个圈
(每只蝴蝶 为了飞)

最美海岸线总是要很蜿蜒
才足够让人忘返流连
你的身边要不是比天边还遥远勇气怎么出现
(要不是)

当你终于走到我的面前完整所有的画面
就算苦辣酸甜尝过一遍 只剩喜悦

只有我了解 这幸福感觉
美得值得去付出一切
(爱上你) 能够遇见你认识你(认识你)
喜欢你 爱上你 感谢我每滴眼泪
(爱上你的眼泪)

只要你明白 我有多珍贵
(只要你明白我有多 珍贵)
好得值得你为我改变
(爱上你)
请你 继续 温柔 交换我 灿烂笑容
一天一天 到永远那一天
(爱上了 到永远那一天)

***

one awesome thing to talk about:
i rolled on the track last friday in front of Tan Kwung Teng and Lena Toh :D
roll. diong diong. :D

Can You Hear Me
-Lee Seung Chul



really emotional song man :)
but if you listen to this when you're sad, you'll cry.




i'll cry.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE JIAN! :D
keep smiling! and all the best for promos ok!!!
:D:D:D:D


Daydreaming about the weirdest, most unrealistic things,
ahhhhhhhh :D
i dunno what to do with myself sometimes.
really, almost, hopeless.
heeeee



life is brilliant,
if you believe it's brilliant :D

mass civic today was awesome :)
thankyou Lionel :D
heeee!

Lionel showed us a video which featured Dewitt Jones,
a National Geographic Photographer for more than 20 years.
It was about what he has learnt while taking photographs of people,
mother nature, and this world.

He pointed out a few things which really made a lot of sense to me. I start to question myself too.
His perspective of viewing the world positively and making time out of limited time tells me that
i can too, persevere despite undesirable circumstances.

Vision controls Perception. & Perception becomes reality.
I never really understood the importance of having a vision in my life.
However, i've learnt today that having a vision, would give you a goal.
It can act as a reminder to myself, that end the of the day, i would like to be
such a person. Hence, push on, Zhi Ting.

And then the question comes, "Can i trust my own values and vision enough to step
out of my edge?"
it takes courage, faith. And as humans, sometimes all these motivation just
do not appear. That's why i become skeptical of my own abilities, right?

Dewitt Jones said, "No matter how desperate we are, as long as there is a glimmer
of hope, we can keep on going". This is perseverance. This is persistence. This is not giving up.
This is hoping. During this process, it's not easy, there would be ups and downs, happy and sad moments.
And how are we going to deal with all these?

"By celebrating the best, that allows us to fall in love with it. By celebrating the best, we have the energy
to fix what's wrong."
I really really think this is veryyyyyyyyyyy impactful. It's a wonder that by putting such simple, individual
words together, they can form something so meaningful and encouraging :D

yes, we'll keep on going, keep on going.
:)

whenever you feel sad, discouraged, just listen to this cuteee and meaningful
song:D and you'll smile :D the lyrics are superrrrrrrrr cute! ;D

it skipped a beat.
and i smiled.
that feeling was weird.
and i cannot figure out why i don't seem to be able to explain that.

***

you'll pull through all these,
because you are You :)

IT'S A NEW DAY ALTOGETHER AGAIN :)
HELLO WEDNESDAY! ;D

i'm looking forward to spend you meaningful, with my family, friends,
lectures, tutorials, invest aar, homework, revision and so on :D
i hope you would be happy and nice too :D
but even if you are not as happy and nice as i hope you would be,
it's ok :) i won't blame you. hmmm, but i will believe that you have your
own reasons, and that you are probably training me to become a stronger person :D
that's nice :D

do you know what it feels like to _______________ ?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOROTHY CHEONG! :D
12th September 2010!

alright lets blog :D
it's school tomorrow!
i'm really excited yet i feel kind of haizzzzzzzzzzzz as well.
hahahhh so ironic right! BUT, this seems to happen in every teen :D
You love school because you can see, talk, smile, laugh with your friends.
You don't love school as much because you have to deal with all the
competition, piles of homework, exams :S, tests, notsointeresting lectures
:D
heez :D
well, i guess its all these happiness and notmuchofahappiness that make school
lively, memorable and "school".
:D
i think i love school more each day :D
Because i know i love my friends and teachers more and more each day.
hmm.. so means i would end up loving exams more and more each day??
interesting :D

Anyway, 10 things i loveeee about this Sept holiday:
1) I watched 4 episodes of MISCHIEVIOUS KISS! :D
2) I laughed, smiled and really Laughed A Lot! :D:D:D:D
3) I went for dinner with VIVIAN KEH, ROY YEO, MALCOLM CHOO AND KOH SHIWEI! :D
4) Ah Bin korkor and family came over to Ahma house today! AND I MET RYAN AND
BRYANNE! He's still really really cute and i loved the way he sat soo
comfortably on the POOH Chair! :D
5) Wai Po cooked CURRY CHICKEN! :D
6) I ate KU CHAI KUEH!!!!! :D:D:D
7) Mummy was really really kind and nice to bring me to the doctor despite it
being quite late in the night
8) Mummy and me got lost among the terrace houses in Toh tuck area. We followed a
Police Car and in the end, both cars ended up in a DEAD END. It was hilarious :D
9) I ate KOREAN FOOD and Auntie Kim's Korean Restaurant! the KIMCHI SOUP
is really the best i've tasted and the seafood pancake was AWESOMEAWESOMEAWESOME!!
MUST GO! Address: No. 265 Upper Thomson Road, S574392 :D
10) I went to study with TKT at her house! :D and it was really funnnnn:D

I enjoyed my holidays :)
Although i admit i was really slack and was not really in the chionging mood
to mug for promos.
WELL, JIAYOU MAN :)
push on!
it's just another year to Alevels! and as Kenny always, We'll Be Graduating
Really Soon!
hahahah :)
and last but not least,
JIAYOU TO ALL MY SENIORS FOR YOUR PRELIMS!! :D
HOPE YOU ALL DO VERY WELL :) JIAYOU!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTOPHER! ;D
KEEP SMILING! KEEP STAYING STRONG! KEEP THE FAITH! ;D
JIAYOU! :D


Kim Hyun Joong is just sooo charismatic :D
hahhahah :D



wahahahahahahah:D

ohno :(
it's never a good feeling to regret.
that's why adults always say, just do your best and never look back.
right?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RU JUN! :D

see! once I start blogging, it never stops. but once i stop blogging,
it never starts. its contradicting yet logical. I cannot help but wonder,
HOW DOES POLARISATION OF LIGHT ACTUALLY OCCUR??????

AH. Random. heee :)
Taylor Swift's Mine is really niceeee! :)
heehee :)
okay jiayou PZT:D
^^

reflections. there are so many meanings to this word. just like there is so many things that can make life meaningful. find joy in the smallest thing, find laughter in the silliest thing, find humour in the most embarrassing thing, find motivation in the most demoralising thing, find smiles in even the smallest kind act. You'll definitely be a happy person! :)