hmm since when havent i updated ??? haha...
now holidays already... happy or sad i also dunno... elated can rest more, lesser pressure... but dun feel really good that cant see most of my FRIENDS. do u know that friends play an extremely importan role in our lives???

ok sorry sorry i starting my crap again right... yeah i also know.yeah anywaz, today ah di and daddy went zavier's hse... the house a little quiet lol... haha yeah, i changed my blog the song, sound like LALAby* ???? no right? my auntie say yes .... so embarressed lol... today also went to sch in the morning for robotic... on the notification letter to parents wrote 9AM k. but reach sch tch told us 10AM start.. wahh vivian was like: WAD???!!!
lol so angry but dunno why also laughed a little at the same time.. haha...
then so before 10am we waited for the thai robo masters* to come... then saw shiyang in camp! lol.. so funny ... she and LZ very compatible k... but she dun admit ... so funny lol... hmm..
wonder wad wld happen if anyone leaves...
1e4'06 seems more like a big family that just keep leaving footprints back and yet taking the soul away... everyone seems to be coming in and next going out... very weird k... not nice feeling.
WEIRD.. lol yeah..
yesterday went to jiaxian's house also ... she became sweeter already, right xian??? lol...
hmm so.. i went her house for dunno some funny reason.. then give me eat nothing except junk... trying to make me into some sumo i think.. though quite tasty haha... i mean please k... JUNK FOOD like chips and chocolates not tasty??? maybe lah, if you dun like them haha...
ok by the way... who am i talking to???
haha so crappy..
well at least got to meet jiaxian after so so so so so so so so so so so long time...
miss her lots k...
(xian are you reading my post? if yes, say yes???) haha...
lalala...
ohh yeah and today watched sound of music again... that dramatic show may be quite an oldie... but very nice... watch how many times also wun get tired of it haha...

and abigail jiejie say will bring us*/me* go watch She's The Man when it starts!!! YES! yesterday on the phone talking to her i went: YAY. u sure ah? thank you thank you:))
lol a little embarressed haha...
hmm just miss my friends... feel like slamming myself into the wall, if i ever have that kind of courage... haha... this dun mean i dun dare k.. should be i dun wan :)) yeah haha....
kk update another time:))

hmm... today got back literature paper.. did okok only... haha
but right... today... is a happy but dunno why feel not good.. very funny feeling ... hate it k...

"dip. dip. dip."
ha ha ha....
hmm wad to say???
today went to a couple's wedding. and it was a lunch wedding. yeah. so cute heh.. first time haha..
didnt know have such thing till now haha.. but no difference as wedding DINNER haha.. just that the food a little more 'meaty'. ok i mean more MEAT. yeah so a bit funny funny feeling... lol yeah so today went to the lunch but not much pple I KNOW went ... haha but wasnt that bad lol... BUT.... but right.. the ball room .. ok i mean the place where the wedding was held was extremely cold k. almost freezed and died. ok i mean 'half died'. or was almost half dead.. heh i dunno i dunno... kk yeah hmm then yesterday... yesterday what happened??? hm... uhh i think... went to grandma hse... OHH YEAH also went shopping with dear mummy.. haha..
yeah so we actually just wanted to go Lucky plaza to look at some equipment... requested to go look at it by mum. yeah but in the end, we also went to wisma atrium, paragon, ngee ann city to shop.. and almost dropped.. haha no lah not that bad yeah... but went to ngee ann city mainly to go to the library haha... to do research on bridges for the mr chun assignment ... wa ha ha.. borrowed many books haha... bag was so so extremely heavy k please...hmm... daddy and ah di were both at zavier&zann hse haha... then also heard from ah di zann a little better now though stay on cast.. haha ... he's so cute... haha...

hmm yeah.... wad happened yesterday aLL remembered :))
kk i noe i talking crap again...
hmm but anywaz... TOMORROW Have CO yay.... miss my cello so much ... haha..

CELLO rawks. especially in my life :)

heh i dunno wad i talking bout... yeah exactly... .hmm ohh great tomorrow also have to attend robotics.
why so many activities???!!!!
i can go mad. ohh yeah today also went to suntec watch movie with mum and ah di... watch Over The Hedge... haha that film so funny... though some parts a little -_-l
haha but not bad... though in the cinema almost all families were younger kids... lol ..

'I can burp my ABCs. A... B... C...' said Hammy to RJ
haha so cute lol...

kk update another time :)

-post ended-

p.s. God bless zann. hope he recover soon :) TO BE PINK IN HEALTH :))
p.p.s. People, always SMILE:) and stay HAPPY:)

thks for giving that heart melting smile :)

hmm... exam over already. most of the results also get back already, well except for literature haha... lol yeah.. exam results indeed got back already. but didnt do that good. like wad i expected haha.. especially science. Which is mainly physics and chemistry... ahhhh..
i really cant fall in love with SCIENCE. ok to be more specific PHYSICS.
MELIA... i just cant understand why you love physics... what's like it for one of the reason that's cause you top ur class for physics.. I CAN NEVER STAND YOU FOR THE FACT THAT YOU LOVE PHYSICS !! !! !!
you are so dead...
anywaz.. i now just very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very VERY....................... VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY confused, annoyed, hurt, hopeless.

dear blog, do i really only have you left to treat as a counseller??? i dunno yeah k. i just dunno how to speak it out to friends. parents. cousins. generally anyone. get it???!!!!
i want to die .

no i dun think i would want to. yeah i wan to live. so i decided ALREADY.

i now is 'zhen de xiang tong' k. yeah. exactly. i give up fully i think. and infact you can say totally. i shouldn't had pinned too much hopes on that person who made me felt so silly. or is it smart? clever? dumb? .... i really felt like a clown who was trying to give away one's self. really silly.
haha actually, even if things really turn out as i wad i am expecting.. think i would also be at a lost. hm so this is a Super-Advise to ZhiTing:-

Super Advise to ZhiTing:
Concentrate on studies. dun daydream anymore. just smile everyday. reach for the stars :)

kk i know. i know that i've said much crap that are not only known as crap but are also nonsensical crap. yeah.

update another time:)

world peace
:)
zhiting^^

hmm. today is Wednesday. 11:59pm now. one more minute to 12:00 which will then make the day Thursday.
today was also Home Economics paper.
today is a bad day, though can also say is a happy day. today is....................
hmm i dunno already lah. today is just a day where by many problems crop up.
and btw now is already thursday :))
ha ha ha. i nth to write already. i hopeless and senseless. i am such a boring person yeah? now then realise. sorry :))

_____________________ all the best in everything Zhi Ting :))
kk i know i starting all my crap* again :))

update another time.
:))

today WAS mathematics PAPER.
wahh please k, must admit i didnt finish whole paper. fail already i also dunno HA HA HA. frustrating k yesterday practise till so irritated some more. ok starting crap again. i didnt eat medicine, like real ah. I NOT SICK. what's more i am so awake.
:( i dunno wad to say already. talking so much rubbish. nvm know wad to write then update again.
HA HA.
=D

LAST THREE DAYS :))
must jia you.
all the best everyone :))
then after exams can relax already :))

TOMORROW is LITERATURE SA1. so JING ZHANG k.
also dunno why. i mean what if i forget bout the whole story cause of anxiety???
hmm i also dunno why. hmm just try my best :))
kk yeah i know i starting all my nonsensical crap again by talking to myself or something. But please k, i have NO MENTAL DISORDER.
yeah ok i shudd my crappy stuff already.
Anywaz, yesterday evening ate dinner with cousins. haha so fun. then i ate and shared some japanese fried rice and teriyaki udon. YEAH and the rice was SO EXTREME OILY. and the udon all eaten by that zann. then he also dun eat prawns and so the prawns were like left at the plate, SO DRY. but zann ong already ate up every single piece of noodle and it also seemed like almost not even a single drip of soup left. hm so i ate one of the prawn DRY by itself. somemore it was so oily as well. hmm... but not bad i still ate my dear mother bought the food. that one quite nice lol.
yeah then i before that also saw zavier look quite sad. then realised cos of studies. hmm very sad leh, hope he well now haha..
so we both sang songs together, eat and drink as well.. lol hey i didnt meant drink. i meant drank the same drink. yeah drink sugarcane yeah. haha..
then zann let me take his photo haha.. so cute. see already really can cheer up one's day lol...
ohh yeah then before dinner my mother also brought me go RailMall. i almost successfully bribed* her to bring me go Liquid Cafe and eat k. then my dad call. ask if we want to go eat with cousins lol. so i was like: " WADDD???!!!"
so sad k cannot eat there haha... so i quickly went to Cold's storage to buy my fruit juice cause me and my mum actually walked to Cold's storage to buy my fruit juice haha... after that we went to some 'restuarant' to drink some drinks. yeah Drink some DRINKS lol. yeah so when dad came to pick us, i put the fruit juice on the floor then eat dinner finish Uncle Eric fetched us home then i forgot to bring the juice k. wahh till now still no juice to drink, ha ha ha.
hm Today also okok.
had tuition in morning then studied literature and practise a little on maths. who knows half way through when studying fall asleep. i very sleepy???
i not even sure myself k. but still I AM NOT blur.
yeah so i stayed at home study when mum and brother go grandma house. they also went NTUC after that i think... so i told them help me buy my kimchi haha.
my mum did bought back the kimchi. but right, i think the kimchi expire or spoil or something. got the kind of sour sour taste. haha.
hmm well but not too bad at least i got to eat a KIND of kimchi again after so many days. haha.
lol kk write so long le. but once again i know one k. I AM NOT blur. haha
yeah gtg already. everyone all the best for exams.

p.s. TAKE CARE =D
p.s. Actually, who am i talking to?
i also dunno...............................

HE HE HE... back now. broken bulb cleaned lol.
anywaz.. my blog very boring??? not that bad right.. i like it alot. the picture seems to be tellin me that nth's impossible or something like that. haha.. not sure. i so dumb lol.
anywaz that person right never sms me. wait very long already k. since yesterday. nvm so sad only. yeah kk see, i start all my crap again.
yeah anywaz now my mum watching this Indian drama on Arts Central k. very scary u know. some hallucination show. then this gal has mental disorder. like u know she lives in two extreme different worlds. one is reality and the other is hallucination. wahh watch this almost cry :'(
so dun watch dun watch DUN WATCH anymore.
yeah must go back study literature, practise maths and draw and redraw art piece a few times, yeah. and hope that person sms me. :'(
but nvm lah.. maybe that person feeling happy now at least.
guess life is just like that. if you are happy, you'll see everyone as being happy, hoping they are. haha.
anywaz.. i miss jiaxian alot leh...
so xian, must meet oneday haha. then must have gathering =D
haha anywaz i CANT WAIT for the Metta Home CIP work... so excited. hmm i also dunno why. maybe cos i sot already i think.
then still got BBSS 20th Anniversary Dinner.
though its like, you know NEXT MONTH. but already thinking of wad to wear haha... told you i sot already. exam study, study till brain go gaga over such things already. anywaz does this have a word limit ???
can write how long also can ah?
hm i so clueless. haha.
anywaz Mother's Day on 12th May. coming soon... next friday right???
not sure but dunno wad to give my dearest Mum haha... make something better or buy? make right? seems like more sincerity or something. dunno heh. dunno. NO IDEA.

now, feel like drinking hot chocolate again. wahh ltr eat and eat then grow until look like some GIGANTIC SUMO. can go Japan compete. i represent SINGAPORE !!! haha lol....
mad already. if talk to me you will go totally bonkers k. bet you shall be speechless wahahahahaha =D
kiddin kiddin.
ohh write so long already, hm actually i know k. haha not sure.

kk going back to study already :)
SMILE :)

YAY. today SATURDAY.
hmm, must study hard already. especially for Maths. must practise and practise =D
haha. literature.....

AND I AM SO DEAD NOW. I BROKE A BULB. yeah kk ltr update.

hello:D
long time no update... MS AMELIA scold me again. jus kiddin haha...
anywaz, SA exam almost over. now left MATHS literature ART !!!
everyone nvm jus jia you sure can... 1e4 s unified haha.
anywaz, i changed my blogskin le.. very boring ? but i like plain no messy.. haha
nvm its wad i see =D i so heartless i think...
i dunno haha. and i think i have already................................................................
haha, everyone sure think i very boring person right. but i am like that k... wad can you do...
NEVERMIND I AM TALKING SOME SORT OF CRAP.

hm today right, so pai sei k...
no need go school for normal chinese i still go.
then dunno who ask mdm khadijah whether hmt students need come sch. ahh then whole class eye contact on me k... wah i almost DIAN till die. eye itchy haha...
kiddin kiddin... but i go school is return thing to someone. INNOCENT. i am NOT blurr.
still, got to admit i quite dumb... hmm go school for wad.
somemore on the day of physics and chem (science) SA1 exam, i NEVER bring calculator... nervous and jin zhang till cold sweat. wah at least now physics over. a huge stone DOWN. haha actually science isnt that bad.. but i dunno why i no interest. haha..
hmm ONE more thing... that day FIRST physics lesson of term again, i THOUGHT i never bring Longman Assesment Bk. then got scolding by Mr Chun k... in the end when reach home, found it where ? behind the files in my bag. and i brought my bag to the lab. someone kill me please i beg... hmm nvm nvm...
at least its over haha...

kk update some other time =D

HEYLO PEOPLE =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
wah so long never update already haha and amelia SORRY heh,...
anywaz.. on friday had so many tests leh..
had chemistry test- atoms molecules ions periodic table chemical formulae molecules compund ionic compound and so many k..
then also had HOME ECONS(this subject is e coolest haha) test k.. on thursday night i study study study .. and before that guess wad? i went to cold's storage to buy ingredients and i walked around almost the whole supermarket to think of wad to make for my pracitical test. so tired and hot though had aircon.. hmmm
then also had hmt test.. chang wen suo duan suppose to write below 80 words i go write till 116 or 118 words... so how leh ? i also dunno...
hmm ok lah update again at dunno when =P

byebye =D

heylo pple...
wah so long nv write in le
ok but writing now.. so melia dun scold me yeah.
ahya now hols le eh..but got a loads of hwk. whether is sch one or not .. haha
then still got xiao ji zhe huo dong again.
hm everyone jiayou k gtg byebye =)

hey hey.... hahaha.... my past few posts all very sot sot one..
hm but i decided already. happy happy. smile mah right.. if not will grow old earlier and that is so unwanted.

yeah right...
COMMON TEST. hahaha
so disappointed. scored quite badly leh. feel so 'looked down upon' by pple... try harder try harder. yeah ... i dun say my results lah.. very not good though all pass. yeah.
but i dun care le.
a best competitor is always regarded as a good friend. YAY ...
hah..
i know very stupid...
hm i very loser ... so blurr some more.. everyday keep daydreaming... like as if i mad person.
agree?
obviously right...
unlike amelia... exams ALL get A1..
E-Maths got 100/100
A-Maths got 3rd or 2nd place in class... somemore she in sec 3 eh...
ok i tell u guys her DETAILS. she is a pretti, sweet, kind, CLEVER, smart, funny, hilarious GAL.
still got lots of good points lah.. but she got ONE very very very BAD POINT which is She always do thing last minute... hahahaha... right melia?
uh yeah her NICKname is melia which is wad i always call her.
she so smart lor.. now in st margeret secondary school ... some more studying in the CLEVEREST class... pro right?
wah i so blurr already...
ok write another time... describe her till fingers and brain pain liao...
so unfortunate ... ~haHAhaHA :))

ok yeah AMELIA... dun angry ah... i juz kiddin wif u only..

=))

common test over le...
can say so happy..
can also say, um... sad?
ok maybe not hah.
yeah so today had higher chinese and science de common test. yesterday had english and maths. so funny.
yeah ok so common test is over so the science test not bad lah... but i a bit... bit wad on my higher chinese. but someone will just tell me, juz hav confidence right ? yeah ok...

ok write ltr :))

hm... today i feel very... like..
whole class start to hate me eh... dunno why lah..
suddenly so 'scared' like that. how ?
cos of that monthly thing maybe ?
if not cos of wad?
hm... no one like me le.. ok i MEAN LIKE as at least a friend ?
ahya.. dunno why got such 'feelin' u noe..
so sad right..
hm :'(

or is it juz me? juz that i am worrying for the sake of worrying ? haha
or cos common test tomorrow?
ahya... tests tomorrow i okok lah.. juz a little nervous nervous bout all subjects. lol
hah... so dumb right i noe... feelin uptight ... hm ? -_-lI
ok lah nvm ... juz feelin so stupid k gtg study le.. tomorrow common test mah...
:))
ok CHEERS ... haha...
amelia makes the world go round and rounDdd, yeah ? haha lol...
=P

hah.. ok continue from my previous post... haha.
ok so after i bought my 2nd jelly icecream le right, i walk back from uncle's shop to my block lor...
then three boys, two whites and one chinese,(i think they are wad i described) we walked past each other. they were obviously younger than me mah so i play play wif them lor...
cos i was eatin the icecream mah so one of the white asked, "where's mine?"
then i looked at him and say u wan ah ? ok lor..
but i went on walkin of cos then after that i still keep lookin back u noe... and say wad, "u wan anot?"
haha then right.. of cos he nodded his head lor...
so i gave my remaining 3 jelly icecream to him lor... since there were three of them. so one each juz nice.was perfect yeah.
oh yeah did i say i had actually bought 5 jelly icecreams ? i gave one to muji, ate one myself at the moment i bought and gave the rest to my three juniors.. haha so funny right, i know lah...
ok yeah ..
gtg
bye =)

ahh.. now waD?
whole class like sot sot already leh..
dunno how to say lah. ok anywaz.. now i noe how to hold cello bow le. i also noe the notes wahaha.. pro right?no lah juz kiddin.
anywaz, yesterday had home econs test eh. got a few question dunno how to do lah then after that i cooked for the first time in home econs class.
haha then right my partner was so funny ... dunno how to flip the bread.. i almost died .. lol .. no lah no critisism allowed here. hm yeah ok .. then after tt went back to class... walked wif shiyang lor. and heard that vcm they all wan to change sittin position of shiyang. haiz...
dunno why like that.. but actually its alright lah.. shiyang attitude is realli clear is not that GoOood.. but still hope whole class can live in harmony for TWO years u noe. haha but i still love my sch, class, all my tchs, all my subjects lah.. especially chemistry, a little part of physics, HOM, english, maths, higher cL, ^HISTORY^_^, home econs and blah blah..
ok maybe its juz ALL my subjects.. yeah haha.
hm..
miss my frenz eh.. xian..
haha and that jessie[my class vice chairman, pro right ? haha] havent even tell me wad she wan for birthday.. -_-Il
so i hav to go brainstorm wad to giv her on monday.
so wad's
-blue
-suitable for a class vice chairman to use
-not too boyish kind
-cute cute stuff
-nice
-
-
- ...
wad else? hm...
i not so rich so dun giv me a word that's called
sapphire. hah
hm ok anywaz..
today also ate TWo jelly ice cream... so
addictive u noe..
first one was being eaten wif AmeLia when we went inline skating.
then she bought cheese flavoured twisties
and i bought doritos.. haha
then so we skated back... cos she gtg for piano lessons at 12.30pm.
but then leh, i felt like eating that jelly thingie again so i went down to eat and ..
opps gtg le
k bb
:)

sy&me&yt in pri sch... :)
hm...
i feelin very so called a little scared leh.. maybe now oni maybe everytime.. actually i dunno lah.. but right, smtimes i realli feel quite ... um dunno how to say like... think bout wad my future wld be like like that. u noe sm ppl sae wad if one doesnt study hard, will become road sweeper..i sometimes realli think till that point leh... i noe very stupid lah hor... hm ...........

but nvm.. i shall jus let nature take its course. jus study hard ok =)

haha.. well yesterday right i went for that peotry slam training..
and then right, the intructor or smthin ask me to go up eh... then wad muz act out 'MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB' in my sad, happy, and angry expressions..
wah scare me u noe.. but i got happy happy.
sad sad.
angry angry.

haha... i thought i looked dumb when i thought back... haha
but instructor said this 'u did well today. keep it up!'
lol so funny. hm if u were there.. i bet u wld think of me as a laughing stock...
=P
so how? study le. haha... :)

i now then KNOW HERSHEYS ARE TASTY .
thanks to Amelia. hm yeah lol.
well, we wanted to go to Uncle Shop and so we decided to sakte there. we went to the shop and bought hersheys though amelia said she din like chocolates. she din say she like hersheys u noe.. ok nvm ..
[melia, kiddin oni lah, ur bday i buy u TEN packs of hersheys. or maybe hundreds.. or maybe INFINITY TO THE POWER OF INFINITY...WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...]

lame -_-Il

and then right.. so we bought hersheys... skated around the basement carpark... and went to buy ice-lolly. or maybe its called ice-pop ? i dunno..
melia wad is it called ?
ok um yeah the right... i met that guy whom i challenged in inline skating last yr ! so enraged at that time u noe.. cos right, when i challenged wif him, i fall and hit on my face ... and i almost got disfigured. cos got a patch there mah. but now lucky gone le.. if not i think i'd be in jail now. cos i wld hav beat up that guy wif my skates... wahaha.. like real... i not so bold go beat up a guy.
ok nvm... its very dumb of me i noe. infact everyone knows. especially tat amelia. since she was wif me everytime ... haha
welll ppl got announcement here..

remember to visit amelia's blog. its in my 'Link' page.. hahaha
kiddin.. but its very cool one... haha.. hm i feel so silly now.. helpin melia recommend her blog.
:))

kk gonna eat. eat.
eating is so good =)