Happiness Comes from Within :D

It's our choice, our decision, to be happy or not.
:)

So, lets always choose to look on the bright side, reflect about what has gone wrong, and move towards being better. Push On! :D

Different People, with Different Characters

It's a little scary to see how different people could have a personality, a character so different from each other. I would used to think that every human, would at least have some things in common, especially the most basic values and principles in life, as well as their feelings towards certain situations. Take for example, if one hurts another person verbally, guilt would take its position, and that person would try not to do it again. Such a scene, was a natural reaction I presumed everyone would have when they meet such a situation.

However, I was kind of wrong. Maybe, it only applied to most people.

It's weird, and unbelievable?
I am surprised by the fact how some people can be so insensible that they are pretty insensitive towards others.

You would probably never realise you have hurt someone, nor would you ever feel the sense of guilt. Your words, actions, laughter, gossips, etc, may be so hurtful to the extent that you may even change someone's life. This change, I hope, would always be the positive one, and that is making that person, or should I say, your target, stronger in the mind and more motivated to become a better person. At least, this would put you in a positive light because someone with a positive outlook in life has managed to resist your comments, and is now a stronger person.

It's sad huh. And sometimes, I think I would pity you.

Sometimes I feel that you are like a Balloon,

i fear that if i let you go, you would fly to somewhere far far away
i am afraid that you would one day run out of energy to stay above me to watch over me
i enjoy holding you and walking around showing off to everyone that i have you

Because of you, i have become a little kid.
That's more scary, isn't it?
It means i would become dependant on you.

WONDERWALL BY OASIS


this song is awesome. so meaningful, like really really :D
thanks to MARK for introducing meeeee heehee!

Your Words

many thoughts went through my mind today. sooo many.
i think i miss you :/
and sometimes i wish i could turn back time and cherish you more than i did when you were here. Now, no longer do i have the courage to do anything like before.
so i can only miss you.

honestly, i am proud of you and extremely happy for you :D
i'm grateful that you created happy memories for me too :D
At times when i look back and recall the notsomanybutreallyniceeeee things that we did, everything still feels like a dream, a really sweet one heehee.

and now, life goes on, and i would always remember your encouragement, to jiayou and to not give up. thank you very much :)

-

"Think Think Think" - Winnie the Pooh

I think i do not really understand myself.

Why do i feel like i am not being myself sometimes?
What does it even feels like to be myself?
How is it possible that my heart and emotions feel disconnected from my brain?
Why do i feel this tinge of fear and insecurity whenever i feel as if i am losing myself?
When all these happen, what should i do?

Although it's all about myself, i cannot seem to find any answers.

:D

COME ON

zhitingggggggggggg
please study

Power of -

when life seems fragile, we need strength to keep it from falling.
when your heart is aching, you need comfort and assurance that it will not last for long.
when you doubt yourself, you need confidence from people around you to have faith again.
It's not easy, but you have me, and i'll always be here, not as an important person in your life, but as a friend who will jia-hen-duo-you so that you can rely on, and you can talk to. because, when you said you cried, you made me feel like crying too :(
Life's never too short to do anything, it all depends on the choices you make, and your attitude towards them :) keep going :)

this post is dedicated with lots of love and sincerity from PZT to Desmond Ser ：)

Ohmytian

why do i have so so so many things to complete by tonight?
let's cry together :D

Integrity

why do we lose our sense of integrity at times?
why do i lose my sense of integrity?

i felt overwhelmed with guilt although i was probably not even given the rights to feel remorseful about it. Because the fact was, i cheated. right in your face huh -.-
& during the whole time, it did not cross my mind about being honest and the real
meaning behind doing a test.

Ms Ewe is right. She doesn't need us to do a test for show, but so that she can understand and see the areas which we are still unsure of. Yet, we didn't spare a thought for her. I did not spare a thought for her.
My satisfaction came first. To think about it now, this satisfaction is really small, and it made me ponder, was it worth it?

***

Today's an eventful day! :) MY FIRST MORNING ANNOUNCEMENT, SYF announcement with Weijie the Awesomeeeee, Vectors 2 lecture :D:D, GPPPPPPPP tutorial which was awesome, Physics spa XD, EGT ;D, family day meeting ^^
& walked to the MRT with Christopher and KT :D
&& tooook the MRT with KT :D heeehee
&&& listened to Enchanted with KT :) heeheehee. Good life huh :D yeah :D

***

No.
i need to reflect
now

Unspoken Thoughts :)

At times, i really feel like boxing myself. facebook is horrible :( because it is addictive =.= aww man. how is brain so easily affected by this thing. Anyway, i am lagging behind and this is EQUALLY HORRIBLEEEE. jiayou zhiting :D push on! i keep telling myself this, and somehow i think it works :D:D heehee. because i start to smile to myself - craziness - and laugh to myself :O

i often wonder why people behave differently in front of different people, including myself. my tone, my speech, my thoughts, my actions, my attitude. They differ, although it may not be obvious to others, but i realise how they change when i speak to different people - my parents, brother, friends, teachers, strangers :D haahaa!

Perhaps it depends greatly on the impression i would like to people around me to have on me. that's why they tend to differ. is this what everyone always say, being ingenuine? such a characteristic of myself has inevitably made me doubt my principles and what i believe in - being sincere :) And very often, i get the impression that people think i am trying too hard :/
By putting myself down in such a way is so weird, and so not healthy? i have no idea why i am putting all these feelings into words now. of all times, why now? Haha :) But it seems like i have longed gotten used of feeling this way, hence i do not feel hurt or sad anymore :)

i guess this is all a blessing in disguise. Mummy used to say, "You get to experience so many things which others do not even have the chance to think about, so why dwell about things that make you feel upset and awful? Focus on the brighter things in life, smile at even the littlest thing that is given to you, because you never know of anyone out there who is yearning for what you have more than you can ever think of."

i'm proud to be an AJCian :)
it has been really long since I've updated YM :) YES I MISS YOU :)
2010 has been an awesome year, 2011 has been awesome tooo :D

what should you do when you feel irritated after telling someone time and time again to stop his/her actions but to no avail?

"I think a person's life is supposed to be like a DVD. You can see the version everyone else sees, or you can choose the director's cut - the way he wanted you to see it, before everything else got in the way."
Jodi Picoult, Nineteen Minutes :)

I'M A LUCKY PERSON :)

friendship is strength :D

THIS SONG REALLY MAKES MY HEART BEAT FASTER
AND somehow REMINDS ME OF A LOT OF THINGS :)
HAHAHHAH NICEEEE :)

:)

i will tell myself, to stop.
because i will get tired, i need to lead my life on,
i will become crazy.

It's not dying that i am afraid of.
It is not living in the first place.

你这个笨女孩
真是笨到极点啦
该怎么办呢
啊呀呀呀呀。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。