hmm... exam over already. most of the results also get back already, well except for literature haha... lol yeah.. exam results indeed got back already. but didnt do that good. like wad i expected haha.. especially science. Which is mainly physics and chemistry... ahhhh..
i really cant fall in love with SCIENCE. ok to be more specific PHYSICS.
MELIA... i just cant understand why you love physics... what's like it for one of the reason that's cause you top ur class for physics.. I CAN NEVER STAND YOU FOR THE FACT THAT YOU LOVE PHYSICS !! !! !!
you are so dead...
anywaz.. i now just very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very VERY....................... VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY confused, annoyed, hurt, hopeless.

dear blog, do i really only have you left to treat as a counseller??? i dunno yeah k. i just dunno how to speak it out to friends. parents. cousins. generally anyone. get it???!!!!
i want to die .

no i dun think i would want to. yeah i wan to live. so i decided ALREADY.

i now is 'zhen de xiang tong' k. yeah. exactly. i give up fully i think. and infact you can say totally. i shouldn't had pinned too much hopes on that person who made me felt so silly. or is it smart? clever? dumb? .... i really felt like a clown who was trying to give away one's self. really silly.
haha actually, even if things really turn out as i wad i am expecting.. think i would also be at a lost. hm so this is a Super-Advise to ZhiTing:-

Super Advise to ZhiTing:
Concentrate on studies. dun daydream anymore. just smile everyday. reach for the stars :)

kk i know. i know that i've said much crap that are not only known as crap but are also nonsensical crap. yeah.

update another time:)

world peace
:)
zhiting^^