Focus poot

YAAAAA. Focus la!
seriously man, No distractions! Especially not because of the same reason againnnnn.
Today, physics and maths tests.
awww man. Maths was horrible. tsk tsk tsk!

my head hurts :D
my nose and windpipe don't wanna listen to me either! XD
shall sleep.
gooodnight :D

I <3 27th :D

THANK YOUUU :)

I love 27th :D

I cannot really feel the 'ended' feel, although term of office has ended.

Hmm. And I did not feel as sad as I thought I would when Invest ended yesterday.

More surprisingly, I felt like a new person :D

Someone who's different from what she was at the beginning of last year :P

I know I can only say for myself, and I would say I've changed in mentality and attitude towards things I commit to and decide to be respoonsible for. This council term, began rather bleakly, with much uncertainty on how I would fare, what I would learn, who I would build strong bonds with, how I would overcome my fears and weaknesses, how I would improve, who I would disappoint, who I would make feel proud. Along the way, there were some who came and go, there were some who came and stayed, there were some who remained where they were. Each of these people, made a difference to me. And I would like to sincerely thank you, for impacting me, and letting me learn something from you which I probably would not learn from anywhere else :D Remain awesome, and always keep in mind our focus now, Alevels. To my teachers, especially Mr Chia and Ms Zhu, the way you talked to me everytime, and the way you encouraged us everytime, made my heart sink, and my eyes welled up with tears inevitably. Power Words, Power Energy, Power Strengthhhhh :D Thank you very much :D

:D Lets' Keeep Going :D Once a 27th, Always a 27th :D 

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i'm really easily distracted. SO SHUT UP AND SHOOOOOOOO!

习惯就好 :)

Many times, I feel like I'm spiraling down down down downnnnnn into a deeeeeep bottomless pit.
That scaryyy, alone, insecure feeling is so horrible I wish I would never have to face ever again.

But if you come back again, I won't chase you away. I will face you and box you into one gazillionzxz pieces.
SO BEWARE YOU POK.

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Went for service on Academic Excellence at Mark's church yesterday. Heart of God Church :D
It was really awesome :D:D I'm proud to say that I have more confidence in myself now!!!
Because I believe that I can do it. My life and my path, it's not the outcome that has yet to come that matters, but what I do now that counts.

But I admit I do fear that I lose this faith, this strength, and this confidence. Uncertainty.
Anywayyyyyy,
OH COME ON. HAHAHAHAHAH :) JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUU <3

ahahahahah after that, the Phuas had an awesomeeeeeeeeeee buffet dinner at Intercontinental Hotel, Olive Tree :D
wahhhh i tell you, i ate crazily. I think I turned into a Monster!! :O and Papa's expressions and uncomfort after the dinner was hilarious. He kept going: "Mum, no more buffets. No more!", with his eyes squinting and all XDXD
hhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaahahh!

Some photos!!:D

It looks weird here. BUT I TELL YOU, IT WAS SUPER ULTRAAAAA AWESOME :P NO JOKE!!!!

CUTEEEEE !!! :D

SHOPAHOLIC PHUA

Keep Moving :)

You'll Make It :D

面对再大的风雨，也要微笑地做自己 :)

Priorities

Yes, we all have priorities in life.
And today, I ask myself this simple question, What are my priorities in life?
and the next, What do I care for, love, and hold most close to heart?

The answers leave me thinking. My fickleness challenges me to be decisive and to answer myself.

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I'm really thankful for what I have :D My family, friends, college, house, books, cool pens, pretty clothes, opportunities, chances, challenges, shoes, fooooood, chee cheong fan, kimchi, curtains, Jansport blue black <3, rubber bands, fishballs, phoneeee, music, freedom to do many many many many many things, ............... :D

and I'm lucky to be born in this country, in this family of Phuas :D heehee.

*

Andddddddddddddddd,
I think I really love running :) hahhhaahhahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahaahahahhah!

Even If It's a Teeny Winny Small Disappointment,

that feeling and discomfort stays in there, and i can feel my brain cells jumbling up and moving out of place.

So, where do i find myself when i feel as if i am losing myself?
where do You find yourself when You feel as if You are losing yourself?

Alright, I admit, I do not like feeling Disappointed. I care very much about how people think of me as a girl, as a friend, as a person. I am fickle and do not really know what I want even if I do not have much choices. I tend to succumb to pressure from almost everyone easily even if there's a burning faith in me about something. I am horrible at dealing and confronting my feelings. I lose myself when I think too much. I say things which mean the total opposite of what I hope things would turn out to be. I do not really know who I am sometimes, and so, I'll ask myself.

ahhhhhh. I really wanna box you, pzt. Bish.
grrr.


Anywayyyyyy, I loveeeeeeeeeeeee Today, 4th July 2011!!:D
Thank You, 0810! <3

:)

天黑黑 - 孙燕姿


我的小时候 吵闹任性时侯
我的外婆 总会唱歌哄我
夏天的午后 老老的歌安慰我
那首歌好象这样唱的
天黑黑 欲落雨
天黑黑 黑黑

离开小时候 有了自己的生活
新鲜的歌 新鲜的念头
任性和冲动 无法控制的时候
我忘记 还有这样的歌
天黑黑 欲落雨
天黑黑 黑黑

我爱上 让我奋不顾身的一个人
我以为 这就是我所追求的世界
然而横冲直撞被误解被骗
是否成人的世界背后 总有残缺
我走在 每天必须面对的分岔路
我怀念 过去单纯美好的小幸福
爱总是让人哭 让人觉得不满足
天空很大却看不清楚 好孤独

天黑的时候 我又想起那首歌
突然期待 下起安静的雨
原来外婆的道理早就唱给我听
下起雨 也
要勇敢前进
我相信 一切都会平息
我现在 好想回家去
天黑黑 欲落雨
天黑黑 黑黑

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah Thank you for making me Smile :D

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D
Awesome Deal man :D

End of MYCT & Awesome Cute Outing to The West :D

MYCT is over. Officially, today. Ohwell,  the process was not a good one. I had lots of moments of insecurity and uncertainty for my answers and my concepts.

okay, you know that awful feeling of knowing that you're not going to do well yet you..................... ohwell :)

After exams, we all became kids again :P hahahaha excited and phew-ing in the heart.
one week, finallyyyyyyyyyy over :D
We headed to Northpoint for lunch - after much contemplating and discussing like crazyyyyy :P It was good la :D I like the feeling when we sit down together to eat :D heehee!

We headed to LOT1, the awesome place after that! The West Siders, Lena and Kun Xian :PPPPPP hahhhahahh wooo hooo ^^ so zhai right! Main purpose was to go there for Fries :P hahaah we window shopped a lot around that cute mall and went for our Fries and Mos-Milk Tea after that :D
Awesomeeeeee :D



Some things do not repeat once they happen.
Some things do not come back once they leave.
Some things do not play over once they are gone.
Some things do not stay the same once they change.



Jar of Hearts (Christina Perri) - Maddi Jane

Rachel Bilson :D

Alright, I'm gonna blog about someone who is really attractive. And stunning :D
hahahhhaah, honestly, I did not have any idea of who she is until i went online to search =.=

Rachel Bilson, Auguest 1981, Actress. Style Director for Sunglass Hut and  her influence is said to be a 'global phenomenon'. WOW :D Some familiar dramas and movies she acted in are How I Met Your Mother, O.C., The Last Kiss and Jumper :D

:D hahah, alright, she's the beautiful model for the Magnum ice cream advertisement which always plays on the television like freeeee oneeee lorrrrrrr :P

all pictures are taken via google search :D