A little teeny winny bit sad only :D

Cause I got rejected by ntu :(
ohman. But yeah, as the title of my post says, only a teeny winny bit sad :) 
and a bit scared :O




































Haiyo!! Still, I'm very very very happy!! :)
Because I have my family, bf and friends, who I know will support me :)
Thankful really :) Thankyou! :D

After I received the NTU letter today, I was telling Mum that ahh I'm so scared to open it. Cause it looked like a Ultimate Rejection Letter (like in-your-face) -.-
Mummy went, "okok come I help you to open!"
SEE!! So nice :D
So throughout the night, she came into my room to ask me to not think too much, while watching tv she also told me to not think about it, and to not give up. aww :)
And she talked to me about my future and that although it would be good to have a degree, it does not mean   I will succeed with it. Yes, I've heard this at least a million times from others, but it never really hit me or sounded as important to me as compared to when my Mum told it to me.
So Mum told me to think about what I want in my life in the coming years, whether it's a fulfilling career, busy life where I can fly here fly there or to start a family, etc.
heh :)
My dream is to

If you know me, I guess you'll know my answer :)
Right now, I will listen to my mama, and appeal like crazy!!:D
Thanks Oma :D

I do not know how this post would feel like to you, but if you happen to be in the same situation as me, where you're facing a rejection by anything, don't give up :)
If you think positively, a rejection gives you the chance to let yourself know how much you yearn for something and how much you are willing to fight for it. It gives you a chance to realise that some things do not come as easily as you would wish, but instead requires some effort and craziness to become yours.
Jiayou ok! :D
Here's a megawatt smile by this beautiful woman, Marilyn Monroe :)

Goodnight ^^

I am supposed to sleep now

BUT HEYYA!! I cannot sleep. Partly because I woke up after 12noon today, and practically spent the entire day Slacking and Lazing around at home. Except for a few hours that I went out for tuition.
Horrible!!! :O
heehee! Anyway, many many events lately, Viv's birthday surprise, Kwung's birthday sleepover, College Day, Ahma's & Zavier's birthday dinner, dinner with Mal's family. Wah :D
So many events, and all are happy events :D
hahahhha :) I am very happy yay! :D

Tomorrow's gonna be awesome too!!! :D Waahahahha!
I'm gonna meet Mommy at Harbourfront for Lunch, and go find a nice place to sit down and read up on my swimming course, and after that meet Mommy again after her work!!
AWW MANZZZ! GOOD PLAN HEEHEE!!
Cannot wait!! :D

Everyone says love hurts. But it's not true. Loneliness hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Rejection hurts. Don't confuse these thing with love because in reality, love is the only thing that covers up all the pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. 


So lets love. Love those we cherish with all our heart, time and effort. Kinship, Friendship and Relationship don't work because they are meant to, but because we put in effort and our heart into maintaining it, and making it better than before. While it takes two hands to clap, love takes two hearts to connect <3

not taking for granted

These few days, I feel extremely sensitive about not taking what I have for granted. My family, parents, brother, Mal, friends, money, education, pretty and cute things, food, water, lip gloss and so on. Perhaps my that thing is coming, so say hello to think-a-lot-girl93!

I don't know. Don't know what to say. Just feel like hugging them now.

Goodnight 

:)

Date with Boyfriend!!!!!!!!!

MALCOLM CHOO BETTER READ EVERY WORD SINCE THIS POST IS ABOUT YOU :D
OR ELSE. HUR HUR HUR~ (OK BYEBYE)


Date of Date: 7th May 2012
Venue of Date: Sentosa!!!
Reason of Date: He's crazy

To Mchoo:
HAHAHAH! I have no idea why you wanted to go Sentosa so much, but oh well, nice me accepted your date request and we went to Sentosa :P It was, so-so lor :D
So-so only~
HAHAHHAHAAHAHAHA!! :P

It was an aweeesome day spent (cause I was present), and we went up to the Merlion's Head and Mouth!!
I think I've not done that in years!! It was cool, and the entry ticket, $8, was rather worth it as there was a free gift and it was exciting to go up 10 levels in the Merlion's body :P
Wanna see photos?? :D Here we go!!

Malcolm with the Mermaid!! 

"why you ask me to pose like this?"

 Golden Merlion!!!

 Our Lucky coins which we're supposed to "tong" into the Golden Merlion!! :D

 This is really very funny :D HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

 His Jungle Hat. hahahaha!!

So that was when we went in to explore the Merlion!! :P

then we headed for the beach!! :D
and talked a lot :D which was good time spent :D
Thanks for being crazy and siao siao with me :D
You rock manzzx!! Cause I rock more manzxzxzx!!!~

Feeling a little

____ ___
I don't wanna write those word because I don't like them. I dislike the feeling, I dislike the state I fall into, I dislike who I become. So I really dislike those words.
Currently, I am still learning how to cope with such feelings which seem to flow so inevitably into me at times, like it is infiltrating my entire being. My brain dies down, my heart hardens.
Horrible!!
Alright, don't need to ask me if I am alright, because I am alright :D I'm good :D
But I really appreciate and thank you if you thought of checking out on me, like if I was gonna go on some eating spree. Won't one la, I don't wanna blow up :)

Anyway, I will update in the next post about My Date with Malcolm :D
not gonna write it here cause the mood is totally different :P
LOVE YOU <3

DESARU & AEON

Beach + Shopping
Superb :D
Mum had been planning for this 1-day-getaway for quite some time! So yesterday, we finally executed her plan and headed for DESARU :D
IT WAS AWEEEESOME :D
REALLY BEAUTIFUL BEACH :D
I clearly remember the seawater had 3 shades of blue, and the sea breeze was really cooling and relaxing :)
Despite the Sun, I could comfortably sit at one corner to read my book :P
Reading a storybook by the beach - Good life? :D 
Yeah :D Thanks to Mummy for the planning and to Papa for driving us there :D heehee!

This beach is soo nice :D And according to my mum, other than to drive in from Sg (which took us about an hour), we can take the ferry from Changi ferry terminal too!! :D
WAHAHAH! So cool!! :D

After beach partying, we went to AEON in Bukit Indah, which is about 15min from Jb for Shopping!! :D
TELL YOU, IT'S SUPER BIG.
HAHAHHAAHHA! REALLY. BIG. BIG. VERY BIG.
I think it's bigger than Vivo, and ION :D It has everything, from Furniture to clothes, electronics and food!!
Mummy bought me a nice and comfy pair of sandals from Camel Active for around 75RM :P
It was at a discount so I was really happy because it's so comfortable!! :D
YAY :D
Thanks Ma :D  Had a really enjoyable time with my parents :D
Thank You for the day <3!!

CANTO OPERA~ & Avengers!!!

These two days have been full of events :P SO EXCITINGGGG!~
Just yesterday, Viv and I were involved in a Canto opera performance at Fo Ya Si in Chinatown :D
Thanks to her grandma and family for giving me the opportunity to be exposed to such activities :P
REALLY, very special and I enjoy it a lot :P
Especially the part when we get all hyped up and a little scared and crazy over the thick thick make up :P hahhhahahaa! :)
We went on stage for perhaps a minute and had only 2 words to say :P
but don't think 2 words very easy hor!!!
Have to use our Suuuuperrrr high pitch tone to say, and have to make it come out from our mouths as loud as possible cause there were no mics and it was outdooooor!
"JI DAOOOOOO!"
hahhah I tell you, I totally 'zhao sia' (went out of tune -.-)
some photos, which I will not post on fb!! :P

 this was taken at work after Viv's aunt and mum helped me with a makeover into a Nyonya Mei cause I was drenched :P COOL BO?!? SPOT THE FLOWER :P

 ZHAI~! 

 UH OH~ 

Heh, but you should know I may not so pro to really break that bar right? :D

 I'm just a little bit pro at acting weeheehee!!~

 the 2 beautiful and cute girls who were also part of the perf :D

 So colourful~~ :D 

 :D heehee!

 I know my face looks funny. If you're laughing I will pull your cheeks!!

With Choo :D

Heh Heh, Choo was really nice to come all the way down to watch us despite his lu-chi-ness :P
Thanks ah~!!
heehee!
Next part of the day was something I looked forward to a lot too!! :D
AVENGERS!!!! :D

Wahahahhaha!
Mal and I met up with Shiwei and Roy at Lot1 to watch the movie!
Luckily I booked the tickets online, the cinema was almost full house manzzz!
Avengers was nice really really :P There were many hilarious and cute parts XD
However, I fell asleep for a teeny winny while :P heee. I still remember it was roughly around some part when Tony Stark the IRONMAN was talking & talking & talking :P
HAHAHAHAHA!!
Still, Good Movie :D REALLY!! :)

Anyway, I went to Malaysia with my parents today too!! :D
It was meaningful time spent :P Really relaxed and enjoyable cause we went to a Beach, ate a fish, and went Shopping at a SUPER huge shopping mall!! :D
Shall blog about it in the next post or this post is gonna be a really long one!! :P
SEE YOU

All About Us :D

All About Us - He Is We
yeah yeah, i know i posted the mv in one the previous posts. But this song is superb and reallly meaningful :D so, here's the lyrics~


Take my hand, I’ll teach you to dance.
I’ll spin you around, won’t let you fall down.
Would you let me lead, you can step on my feet.
Give it a try, it’ll be alright.

The room’s hush, hush,
And now’s our moment.
Take it in feel it all and hold it.
Eyes on you, eyes on me.
We’re doing this right.

Cause lovers dance when they’re feeling in love.
Spotlight shining, it’s all about us.
It’s oh, oh, all,
About uh, uh, us.
And every heart in the room will melt,
This is a feeling I’ve never felt but,
It’s all about us.

Suddenly, I’m feeling brave.
Don’t know what’s got into me,
Why I feel this way.
Can we dance, real slow?
Can I hold you,can I hold you close?

Do you hear that love?
They’re playing our song.
Do you think we’re ready?
Oh I’m really feeling it.
Do you hear that love?
Do you hear that love?

I LIKE YOU!!

Say You Like Me by We The Kings :D
this song is niceeee and the music video is really cute :D heehee!~



Today is a good day :D
Had an extremeeeely delicious breakfast with Kwung at Westmall Burger King :D
My Mushroom croissant was ohmyidon'tknowhowtodescribejustverysuperhaochiok!! :D
heehee! :) Headed to work at ASLE and enjoyed myself there tooo :P
The task assigned to us today was not huge, hence we were rather relaxed and had time for tea break and Monopoly Dealllll!! :D
wahahaha!~

Cannot wait for tomorrow because
It's Friday,
It's Opera Rehearsal Day,
It's the last weekday of the week,
It's the day you book out,
It's gonna be a happy day :D
YAY :D

Don't be afraid to be happy

Charlie Brown: “I think i’m afraid to be happy.” 

Lucy: “How can you be afraid to be happy?” 

Charlie Brown: “Because whenever you get too happy, something bad always happens.” 

That's what Charlie Brown and probably what you would think. Yes, it does get overwhelming and perhaps even fearful when happiness is tipping us over. Everytime I feel this way, I would think of,

Mal's favourite quote - But don't you think that it's better to be extremely happy for a short while, even if you lose it, than to be just okay for your whole life? 

&

Good Life by One Republic 

WOO YEAH :D

I happened to read this blog and the author wrote a thoughtful post which I would like to share! :) The blog url is http://ximeponce.xanga.com/733007492/item/  

The number one reason why people give up so fast is because they tend to look at how far they still have to go, instead of how far they have gotten. It's hard when you don't know what causes your sadness but, it's even harder when you know what makes you happy, yet you can't do anything to have it. There's one thing everybody wants to feel: to be loved without begging for it. I will never regret you or say I wish I never met you because once upon a time you were exactly what I needed. Sometimes you're afraid to become a couple because you're afraid of losing what you already have with that person. But life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they could have had. No one waits forever.

Here's a nice song by He Is We :)

All About Us :)

Thank You for reading :D
HELLO MAY 2012! IT'S YOUR SECOND DAY :)

It's Labour Day ;D

These few days have been aweeeesome :D

hehee! Friday was date with Kwung & Dots in town :D We watched Hunger Games and went for a little shoppingggg!~ 

It was the first time 3 of us went out to play XD Here are some photos!! :D

 Taken in the toilet outside Suntec's WE Cinemas! The cinema we watched our movie only had about 5 people plus us. & It was HUGE. Really Wow-ed me :P

Had our lunch in Burger King & zi lian-ed with STICKY! :D

 At Cineleisure's Rockstar! :D LOOK AT MY CLOUD PANTS :D

STICKY :D

Malcolm and Roy came by afterwards and we went home together!! :) 

It was cool :D wahahhaa! 

Headed to Malcolm's place for dinner & then went to his Ahma's house with his family :D

I felt really comfortable and his family members were really really nice people :D

For this, I'm thankful & really grateful :D

Thank you <3!

At his ahma's place, a file with Malcolm's and Marcus's art pieces were discovered!! :D

and they were really cute and somewhat REAL!! :D 

I was amazed!!! Cause Big Choo always failed his art in secondary school right? :P

awww so cute right :D All these are drawn by the Mbrothers :D 

On Saturday, Shiwei invited us to his Aunt's place for BBQ!! :D

It was suuuperb cause it's been a long time since we gathered together :D

Except that Desireeeee couldn't make it :(

&, headed to his house after that to play monopoly deal :P hahaha! totally gave me the nostalgic feeling as that night reminded me of our holiday in Genting :P 

Played with his really suuuper cute dog, Toffee!! :D

For pictures, go to vvvivian.blogspot.com :P 

That night, VIVIAN CAME OVER FOR STAYOVER WAHAHAHAHAH!! SHUANGGGZ!!

Watch movie till 3AM man! But it was fun :P 

heehee!

Such a long post due to all the photos!! 

If you have managed to read till this point, just wanna thank you for being interested :D 

I appreciated it :D 

HAPPY LABOUR DAY!

& CIAO!~