Power of -

when life seems fragile, we need strength to keep it from falling.
when your heart is aching, you need comfort and assurance that it will not last for long.
when you doubt yourself, you need confidence from people around you to have faith again.
It's not easy, but you have me, and i'll always be here, not as an important person in your life, but as a friend who will jia-hen-duo-you so that you can rely on, and you can talk to. because, when you said you cried, you made me feel like crying too :(
Life's never too short to do anything, it all depends on the choices you make, and your attitude towards them :) keep going :)

this post is dedicated with lots of love and sincerity from PZT to Desmond Ser ：)

Ohmytian

why do i have so so so many things to complete by tonight?
let's cry together :D

Integrity

why do we lose our sense of integrity at times?
why do i lose my sense of integrity?

i felt overwhelmed with guilt although i was probably not even given the rights to feel remorseful about it. Because the fact was, i cheated. right in your face huh -.-
& during the whole time, it did not cross my mind about being honest and the real
meaning behind doing a test.

Ms Ewe is right. She doesn't need us to do a test for show, but so that she can understand and see the areas which we are still unsure of. Yet, we didn't spare a thought for her. I did not spare a thought for her.
My satisfaction came first. To think about it now, this satisfaction is really small, and it made me ponder, was it worth it?

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Today's an eventful day! :) MY FIRST MORNING ANNOUNCEMENT, SYF announcement with Weijie the Awesomeeeee, Vectors 2 lecture :D:D, GPPPPPPPP tutorial which was awesome, Physics spa XD, EGT ;D, family day meeting ^^
& walked to the MRT with Christopher and KT :D
&& tooook the MRT with KT :D heeehee
&&& listened to Enchanted with KT :) heeheehee. Good life huh :D yeah :D

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No.
i need to reflect
now

Unspoken Thoughts :)

At times, i really feel like boxing myself. facebook is horrible :( because it is addictive =.= aww man. how is brain so easily affected by this thing. Anyway, i am lagging behind and this is EQUALLY HORRIBLEEEE. jiayou zhiting :D push on! i keep telling myself this, and somehow i think it works :D:D heehee. because i start to smile to myself - craziness - and laugh to myself :O

i often wonder why people behave differently in front of different people, including myself. my tone, my speech, my thoughts, my actions, my attitude. They differ, although it may not be obvious to others, but i realise how they change when i speak to different people - my parents, brother, friends, teachers, strangers :D haahaa!

Perhaps it depends greatly on the impression i would like to people around me to have on me. that's why they tend to differ. is this what everyone always say, being ingenuine? such a characteristic of myself has inevitably made me doubt my principles and what i believe in - being sincere :) And very often, i get the impression that people think i am trying too hard :/
By putting myself down in such a way is so weird, and so not healthy? i have no idea why i am putting all these feelings into words now. of all times, why now? Haha :) But it seems like i have longed gotten used of feeling this way, hence i do not feel hurt or sad anymore :)

i guess this is all a blessing in disguise. Mummy used to say, "You get to experience so many things which others do not even have the chance to think about, so why dwell about things that make you feel upset and awful? Focus on the brighter things in life, smile at even the littlest thing that is given to you, because you never know of anyone out there who is yearning for what you have more than you can ever think of."

i'm proud to be an AJCian :)
it has been really long since I've updated YM :) YES I MISS YOU :)
2010 has been an awesome year, 2011 has been awesome tooo :D

what should you do when you feel irritated after telling someone time and time again to stop his/her actions but to no avail?

"I think a person's life is supposed to be like a DVD. You can see the version everyone else sees, or you can choose the director's cut - the way he wanted you to see it, before everything else got in the way."
Jodi Picoult, Nineteen Minutes :)