Happiness Comes from Within :D

It's our choice, our decision, to be happy or not.
:)

So, lets always choose to look on the bright side, reflect about what has gone wrong, and move towards being better. Push On! :D

Different People, with Different Characters

It's a little scary to see how different people could have a personality, a character so different from each other. I would used to think that every human, would at least have some things in common, especially the most basic values and principles in life, as well as their feelings towards certain situations. Take for example, if one hurts another person verbally, guilt would take its position, and that person would try not to do it again. Such a scene, was a natural reaction I presumed everyone would have when they meet such a situation.

However, I was kind of wrong. Maybe, it only applied to most people.

It's weird, and unbelievable?
I am surprised by the fact how some people can be so insensible that they are pretty insensitive towards others.

You would probably never realise you have hurt someone, nor would you ever feel the sense of guilt. Your words, actions, laughter, gossips, etc, may be so hurtful to the extent that you may even change someone's life. This change, I hope, would always be the positive one, and that is making that person, or should I say, your target, stronger in the mind and more motivated to become a better person. At least, this would put you in a positive light because someone with a positive outlook in life has managed to resist your comments, and is now a stronger person.

It's sad huh. And sometimes, I think I would pity you.

Sometimes I feel that you are like a Balloon,

i fear that if i let you go, you would fly to somewhere far far away
i am afraid that you would one day run out of energy to stay above me to watch over me
i enjoy holding you and walking around showing off to everyone that i have you

Because of you, i have become a little kid.
That's more scary, isn't it?
It means i would become dependant on you.

WONDERWALL BY OASIS


this song is awesome. so meaningful, like really really :D
thanks to MARK for introducing meeeee heehee!

Your Words

many thoughts went through my mind today. sooo many.
i think i miss you :/
and sometimes i wish i could turn back time and cherish you more than i did when you were here. Now, no longer do i have the courage to do anything like before.
so i can only miss you.

honestly, i am proud of you and extremely happy for you :D
i'm grateful that you created happy memories for me too :D
At times when i look back and recall the notsomanybutreallyniceeeee things that we did, everything still feels like a dream, a really sweet one heehee.

and now, life goes on, and i would always remember your encouragement, to jiayou and to not give up. thank you very much :)

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"Think Think Think" - Winnie the Pooh

I think i do not really understand myself.

Why do i feel like i am not being myself sometimes?
What does it even feels like to be myself?
How is it possible that my heart and emotions feel disconnected from my brain?
Why do i feel this tinge of fear and insecurity whenever i feel as if i am losing myself?
When all these happen, what should i do?

Although it's all about myself, i cannot seem to find any answers.

:D

COME ON

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