you know how i feel. and i know what you mean.
i dont really like acting blur either. neither do i
like to be the non-pzt. i don't want to hurt you,
i rather get hurt myself.

forgetful as always, yes i have forgotten about
it. but so what? all you have to do is find someone
who remembers everything she says and keeps
up with promises. hey, this is who i am.
believe it or not.


i'm sorry. but i really love you,
however only as a very much treasured buddy.