Party Like It's Not A Birthday :D

haooooooooo :D
ahahaah. restlessness, motivation, procastination? what do all these count?
When Alevels are just about 150 days away?

LET'S KEEP GOING AND WALK DOWN THIS ROAD WITH ENTHUSIASM AND PRIDE.
WE CAN DO THIS OK! :D KEEEEEEP GOING :D
Alevels niaaaaa, sup sup suiiii! :P

JIA YOU
:D

Smile and Let It Go :D

Sat on the bus with Vivian Keh today as we headed to town and we listened to this really old song :D Her all time favourite song :D really nice :D many memories flowed bback, especially secondary school days :D heeeee :D
VIVIAN KEH DO A COVER OF THIS SOON AND SHOW THE WORLD YOUR POWER :D

Things I'll Never Say - Avril Lavigne


I woke up really late this morning. 10plus. and there goes my plan to continue my physics -.- Anyway, as planned the night before, i met mum at Vivo to repair my phone, but in the end mama bought me a newwww phone! N8! :D heehee!
Thank you Mama, i appreciate it :D:D

ate lunch and headed to Vivian's house:D wahahahaha! Our study plan failed la ok!
chatted A LOT. about a lot a lot a lot of things :D Glad we met up!
and best part, DINNER WITH VIV AND DES :D at our 传统-MEAL: Shilin Mee Sua with Friend Chickennnnnn! :D and as usual talked a lot. AND WE WERE ULTRA DUPER FULL.
but as you can guess, DESSIE'S VOICE FILLED UP MOST OF THE CONVERSATION.
hahahahah :D yay! :D

It may be a really sudden and random meet up, but i love it!! :D
cannot wait for the chinatown fleaaaaaaaaaaaaa! ^^

there's school tomorrowzx!:D and exco interview, followed by investiture rehearsal! :D
jiayou to everyone involved! :D:D

LIFE IS BRILLIANT AS LONG AS YOU BELIEVE IT IS :D
yes i do believe, and that is because i have awesome awesome peole around me :D

Time of Your Life - Green Day

26TH MAY: KT'S FIRST STAYOVER :D
27TH MAY: AJC CROSS COUNTRY 2011 :D & KT'S SECOND STAYOVER :D
28TH MAY - 29TH MAY: SUNDOWN MARATHON 2011, BREAKFAST WITH 3 REALLY FAMOUS PEOPLE, BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION AND DINNER WITH AHMA AND FAMILY AT 429!! :D

AWESOME OR NOT :D
VERY VERY AWESOME LA :D


When two siao siao girls are left to entertain each other...

***

Friends. What do they mean to you?
5months of Year 2011 almost over, and thinking back now i've had the opportunity to meet many many different types of people.
I was affected by some, and had to push myself to fight back tears. And i really thank you, ironically, for that. Because you let me experience what is like to feel hurt, and allowed me to appreciate and cherish what i have more than i used to.
So, thank you :D

hahahahah

awww, awesome song :D
i will sing it to my future husband wahahahahhaha

WHEN I MESS THINGS UP,

I REALLY FEEL LIKE PULLING ALL MY HAIR OUT OF MY HEAD.

okay. at such times, i should not think too much, i should be more positive, i should control my emotions, i should tell myself things will be awesomeeeeely awesome. tian ahhhhhhh.

i wanna be more tenacious. give me the courage, pleaseeeeeeee

because i know i cannot just sit down and cry. it won't help.

To An Awesome, Awesome, Awesome Girl, Kwung Teng :D

Hey girl
i just want to let you know,
BE STRONG
HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF
I will be here for you :)

Happy Birthday, Vivian Keh :D

Hey Viviannnnnn, Sheng Ri Kuai Le :D

I just have a few words to tell you: *okay gonna be really mushyyyy -.-*

Thank You for your friendship, subtle care and concern, trust, laughter, love :D
I really love you for who you are as a bestie, as a confidante, as someone who impacted my life SOOO MUCH i can never imagine how i would turn out to be now if i had not met you in Secondary One, as a friend who walked with me through so many things throughout these years, as a person who is always sincere and willing to give without expecting for anything in return :D

Happy 18th Birthday :D

KEEP SMILING OKAY :)
BE STRONG!
YOU'LL DEFINITELY DO WELL

Marilyn Monroe

A Strong Woman whom we should look up to

A woman who had an unpleasant childhood
A woman who had to push herself to become independant since a young age
A woman who divorced twice
A woman who was found to have passed away by her bed, with a bottle of sleeping pills by the side
A woman who was not interested in money but just wanted to be wonderful

A Hollywood Actress and Model

The glamourous side of her life
The tragic story of her life

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."     

-Marilyn Monroe

You are Really Really Beautiful :)

Perfect - by Pink :)

What does It Really mean to You?

:D Let us live life to the fullest ok :D

Cherish while we have

Appreciate while we take

Love while we can

:)

Happy Birthday, Zi Heng :D

I have many things to write! :D
but let me study chem spa first ok!!!
WAHAHAHAH
HAVE A BLAST :D

Cool Huh :D

Tomorrow's is Chemistry SPA!

And hey, i'm scared :|

Today's Volleyball match was really awesome. They really displayed a lot of team spirit, passion and perseverance.

Inspired? :) heeee!

Because We Believe,

Random things in life can be meaningful and sincere
Smallest things in life can be significant and essential
Simplest things in life can be enjoyable and more than what anyone can ask for

:)

Holding On, not anymore

When all you get is disappointment, perhaps there is simply no point in holding on to it.
Maybe you're just a habit.

A habit, which is difficult to kick away because you left too abruptly, and i cannot find a closure.

A habit, which is difficult to change because you created too huge an impact, and i cannot seem to handle it well by myself.

PUSH ON PHUA :)

非你莫属

Everything's Collapsing In, But HEY :D

I am not exploding, but I think I am Imploding.
Everything is Collapsing in together.
It's really tough to carry on with something which is challenging from the beginning.
But this is the reason why persistence and resilience exist.

Okay, come on. I CAN DO THIS
AND THAT'S WHAT I AM GOING TO TELL MYSELF AGAIN AND AGAIN.
JIA YOU

if life is a bed of roses, you're a rose with thorns
if life is a misery, you're a Sun which makes me smile
if life is a long-distance marathon, you're the most comfortable pair of shoes i can have
if life is about having fun fun fun fun fun, you're something which is simply not-fun-at-all

You, let me taste what it is like to feel happy, to feel sad, to feel loved, to feel challenged, to feel like I am truly Living in this world.

Thank You :)

If it's cold outside, show the World the warmth of your Smile :D

hahhahah back from tuition and a niceeee cup of white coffee with mama :D

My body from waist up ache like crazy since morning, and pe was like crazy laaa.
So we were learning how to play touch rugby and my arms were like ooooooooooooo. hahhaahah!:D
cool experience :D MAIN THING IS, I HAD FUN, LOTSAAA FUN WITH 08 GIRLS :D
but LENA TOH and NEZHAAA weren't with us :S
NEXT WEEK OK ;)

heehee!

Chem tuition was nice too :D
I like :D

Now, is homework! :D

***

You know, it's not easy to forget as how others may tell you to, it's not as simple as it seems to let go, it's not as comfortable as it may look to smile, it's not as enjoyable as it sounds to laugh.

Impression may make a difference, but the intention is what counts.

My Wish for you, is to _____ :D

When we expect ourselves to achieve a goal, we work for it.
When we hope that we do well, we work towards it.
When we feel scared that we fail, we tell each other we won't because we can do it.
When the stage is ours and we are overwhelmed by anxiety for the outcome of our hardwork, we look at each other and tell ourselves to do our best.
When we do not do as well as expected, we feel disappointed, angry, sad, and look back to wonder what we have done that resulted us in this particular situation.
When we do not do as well as expected, tongues wag, faces change, and gossips start flying all over the place.
While walking around like any other student in school, others look at us like we have just committed a crime. Their helplessness and worries are written on their faces, and we start feeling annoyed at them being so overly exaggerated. We wonder, why do they have to act like they care? Why do they have to show that sad expression when it is not them who lost the battle? Why do they have to present themselves in such a way like as if they know how we feel and they can emphatise very well with us?

-
Yes perhaps you were once part of the group of 'us'/'we', or you tend to fall in that group now/last time when you meet/met similar circumstances. I confess that I used to fall into this group when I failed to reach my target or a target which others expected me to. It's an ugly side, to have such thoughts and perception of others when I did not even know what were going through their minds.

Their helplessness and worries could most likely be genuine, because after all, we are all in the same environment. Someone had let me to realise that at such juctures, it is only wise and fair for ourselves and for others if we set our minds to sink into a sea of positive thoughts. Many may act strangely towards you not because you have done something wrong, but because they are afraid they would hurt you. Many may change their attitude towards you not because you have done below expectations or that they look down on you, but because they are trying to adapt to your feelings and tone. Many may become more helpful than before not because they feel superior, but because they have faith that you can do better and would like to play a part in pushing you towards your largest potential.

***

Honestly, I do not know why I have come to write this post at this time, and it may be totally nonsensical and un-understandable. Ohwell :D haha! :D
Trust, Faith, Confidence - takes time and effort.
Friendship, Love, Feelings - takes time and effort.

I cannot sleep tonight

awww
mann
i have a strong feeling i cannot sleep tonight. On one hand, it's awesome because i have tons of homework undone. On the other hand, it's bad bad bad bad baddddd because it means i may have to experience this snowball effect of being sleeeepy in class the next few days. SO HOW?

---
seriously Zhi Ting, jiayou ok! you got to pull your socks up, and focus.
FOCUS IS KEY :D

Strangers? Not.

If one day, i meet you on the streets, would you acknowledge me?
Seriously, i have to admit you're someone who has in some way impacted my life,
and has made me grow :) And although it was a really short time, whenever i go to certain
places, i cannot help but recall the things we did together. Perhaps, i cannot really say 'together', because till now, i still do not know who i was to you at that point of time.

I just want to say, i will not forget, thanks for the memories :), and
I don't want to be a stranger to you