Elegance is Innate

it's inside you. You need not change what you are on the outside to appear elegant, because if you are, people can tell. Just be yourself, and look out to those who love you for who you are and the person you would like to become. Don't change because others are changing. :) JIAYOU :)

Wednesday :D

it's WEDNESDAY! :) hee hee! I love Wednesdays, just so because they are in the middle of all the weekdays :D
HANG ON, MY FRIENDS :) we can do this! :)

You've Taught Me:

You've taught me that once I've let go of something, it would never return to be the same again. You've taught me that at different points in my life, i have to make certain decisions which may not be what i hoped i made after a very long time. You've taught me that by letting go, i can reach out to hold on to something new.

You've taught me that, To Love, is not to feel sad when i don't get anything in return, is not to feel disappointed when you don't see my efforts, but to smile when you smile :)


You've taught me a number of things, but i guess you would probably never know :)

Random Thought #2

The moment you let go of something, you should know it would never return to be the same again, just so because people change and feelings change.

Do You know what you are getting yourself into?

Smile & move on

Because this is life.
You got to get yourself together, You got stuck in a moment, and You can't get out of it.

I will get out of it :D hahahhahah :D awesome songgggg, introduced by YEN!
Title is Stuck In A Moment by U2 :)
ohhhyeahhh:D heeehee!

the week has ended! it started off really busy, and has ended to be even more busy.
VJ MJ papers all by next weeek! super lot of homeworkkkkk!
But I'm happy :) Somehow this sort of busy-ness is kind of enjoyable :)
aww manzx i think i'm in <3 with studying hahahahahhha :D:D


truncated timetable would be starting next week and lessons are going to end really early! prelims are coming in approximately 25 days and As, around 80? :)
jiayou everyoneeeee :)
Don't let go just yet, Don't give up, PUSH ON :)

tomorrow's a packed dayyyyyy! JIAYOUUUUUU :)





there are things which need not have to be said in order to be known.

don't be mean.

it hurts. And even if you are mean by nature, at least keep your comments to yourself and not let it affect others. One day, when someone pulls you down and hits you like how you've hit others, or should i say, your friends, at least you can still feel proud that you managed to resist the urge to inflict pain and hurt.

Be strong. Give yourself a chance man.

Random Thought #1

Everything happens for a reason. :)

From This Moment :D

Hahahahahaha this awesome song is playing on The Gold Breakfast Show in the car nowww! I told mum and dad that Me gonna play this song during my wedding and 老爸笑我!! TSK!!

Anyway it is the beginning of the week again!! :) sooo fast! :) hee hee! :D I'm gonna bus home today :):) TODAY'S GONNA BE AN AWESOME DAY :D

I

:) thank youuu

i felt the difference

Yesterday evening after maths timed practice, was Council Farewell!! It was organised superrrr awesomely by the superrrr awesome 28th cutesies!! :D i did not feel sad. But more of 舍不得. The good bye we gave each other felt different although we were still going to see each other and all. Haha :) i think we're all silly and funny people :D

On the way to college nowww :D and I've finally figured out how to blog with yellow monkeyyy on my phone :P zhai right :P hee hee! HAPPY WEEKENDS <3

One of the Only things that remain Constant

Times have changed :)

I think I've changed too.

Don't Have To Lose - Micheal Learns To Rock


Be Strong
Things Will Be Fine :)

Focus poot

YAAAAA. Focus la!
seriously man, No distractions! Especially not because of the same reason againnnnn.
Today, physics and maths tests.
awww man. Maths was horrible. tsk tsk tsk!

my head hurts :D
my nose and windpipe don't wanna listen to me either! XD
shall sleep.
gooodnight :D

I <3 27th :D

THANK YOUUU :)

I love 27th :D

I cannot really feel the 'ended' feel, although term of office has ended.

Hmm. And I did not feel as sad as I thought I would when Invest ended yesterday.

More surprisingly, I felt like a new person :D

Someone who's different from what she was at the beginning of last year :P

I know I can only say for myself, and I would say I've changed in mentality and attitude towards things I commit to and decide to be respoonsible for. This council term, began rather bleakly, with much uncertainty on how I would fare, what I would learn, who I would build strong bonds with, how I would overcome my fears and weaknesses, how I would improve, who I would disappoint, who I would make feel proud. Along the way, there were some who came and go, there were some who came and stayed, there were some who remained where they were. Each of these people, made a difference to me. And I would like to sincerely thank you, for impacting me, and letting me learn something from you which I probably would not learn from anywhere else :D Remain awesome, and always keep in mind our focus now, Alevels. To my teachers, especially Mr Chia and Ms Zhu, the way you talked to me everytime, and the way you encouraged us everytime, made my heart sink, and my eyes welled up with tears inevitably. Power Words, Power Energy, Power Strengthhhhh :D Thank you very much :D

:D Lets' Keeep Going :D Once a 27th, Always a 27th :D 

***

i'm really easily distracted. SO SHUT UP AND SHOOOOOOOO!

习惯就好 :)

Many times, I feel like I'm spiraling down down down downnnnnn into a deeeeeep bottomless pit.
That scaryyy, alone, insecure feeling is so horrible I wish I would never have to face ever again.

But if you come back again, I won't chase you away. I will face you and box you into one gazillionzxz pieces.
SO BEWARE YOU POK.

***

Went for service on Academic Excellence at Mark's church yesterday. Heart of God Church :D
It was really awesome :D:D I'm proud to say that I have more confidence in myself now!!!
Because I believe that I can do it. My life and my path, it's not the outcome that has yet to come that matters, but what I do now that counts.

But I admit I do fear that I lose this faith, this strength, and this confidence. Uncertainty.
Anywayyyyyy,
OH COME ON. HAHAHAHAHAH :) JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUU <3

ahahahahah after that, the Phuas had an awesomeeeeeeeeeee buffet dinner at Intercontinental Hotel, Olive Tree :D
wahhhh i tell you, i ate crazily. I think I turned into a Monster!! :O and Papa's expressions and uncomfort after the dinner was hilarious. He kept going: "Mum, no more buffets. No more!", with his eyes squinting and all XDXD
hhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaahahh!

Some photos!!:D

It looks weird here. BUT I TELL YOU, IT WAS SUPER ULTRAAAAA AWESOME :P NO JOKE!!!!

CUTEEEEE !!! :D

SHOPAHOLIC PHUA

Keep Moving :)

You'll Make It :D

面对再大的风雨，也要微笑地做自己 :)

Priorities

Yes, we all have priorities in life.
And today, I ask myself this simple question, What are my priorities in life?
and the next, What do I care for, love, and hold most close to heart?

The answers leave me thinking. My fickleness challenges me to be decisive and to answer myself.

*

I'm really thankful for what I have :D My family, friends, college, house, books, cool pens, pretty clothes, opportunities, chances, challenges, shoes, fooooood, chee cheong fan, kimchi, curtains, Jansport blue black <3, rubber bands, fishballs, phoneeee, music, freedom to do many many many many many things, ............... :D

and I'm lucky to be born in this country, in this family of Phuas :D heehee.

*

Andddddddddddddddd,
I think I really love running :) hahhhaahhahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahaahahahhah!

Even If It's a Teeny Winny Small Disappointment,

that feeling and discomfort stays in there, and i can feel my brain cells jumbling up and moving out of place.

So, where do i find myself when i feel as if i am losing myself?
where do You find yourself when You feel as if You are losing yourself?

Alright, I admit, I do not like feeling Disappointed. I care very much about how people think of me as a girl, as a friend, as a person. I am fickle and do not really know what I want even if I do not have much choices. I tend to succumb to pressure from almost everyone easily even if there's a burning faith in me about something. I am horrible at dealing and confronting my feelings. I lose myself when I think too much. I say things which mean the total opposite of what I hope things would turn out to be. I do not really know who I am sometimes, and so, I'll ask myself.

ahhhhhh. I really wanna box you, pzt. Bish.
grrr.


Anywayyyyyy, I loveeeeeeeeeeeee Today, 4th July 2011!!:D
Thank You, 0810! <3

:)

天黑黑 - 孙燕姿


我的小时候 吵闹任性时侯
我的外婆 总会唱歌哄我
夏天的午后 老老的歌安慰我
那首歌好象这样唱的
天黑黑 欲落雨
天黑黑 黑黑

离开小时候 有了自己的生活
新鲜的歌 新鲜的念头
任性和冲动 无法控制的时候
我忘记 还有这样的歌
天黑黑 欲落雨
天黑黑 黑黑

我爱上 让我奋不顾身的一个人
我以为 这就是我所追求的世界
然而横冲直撞被误解被骗
是否成人的世界背后 总有残缺
我走在 每天必须面对的分岔路
我怀念 过去单纯美好的小幸福
爱总是让人哭 让人觉得不满足
天空很大却看不清楚 好孤独

天黑的时候 我又想起那首歌
突然期待 下起安静的雨
原来外婆的道理早就唱给我听
下起雨 也
要勇敢前进
我相信 一切都会平息
我现在 好想回家去
天黑黑 欲落雨
天黑黑 黑黑

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah Thank you for making me Smile :D

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D
Awesome Deal man :D

End of MYCT & Awesome Cute Outing to The West :D

MYCT is over. Officially, today. Ohwell,  the process was not a good one. I had lots of moments of insecurity and uncertainty for my answers and my concepts.

okay, you know that awful feeling of knowing that you're not going to do well yet you..................... ohwell :)

After exams, we all became kids again :P hahahaha excited and phew-ing in the heart.
one week, finallyyyyyyyyyy over :D
We headed to Northpoint for lunch - after much contemplating and discussing like crazyyyyy :P It was good la :D I like the feeling when we sit down together to eat :D heehee!

We headed to LOT1, the awesome place after that! The West Siders, Lena and Kun Xian :PPPPPP hahhhahahh wooo hooo ^^ so zhai right! Main purpose was to go there for Fries :P hahaah we window shopped a lot around that cute mall and went for our Fries and Mos-Milk Tea after that :D
Awesomeeeeee :D



Some things do not repeat once they happen.
Some things do not come back once they leave.
Some things do not play over once they are gone.
Some things do not stay the same once they change.



Jar of Hearts (Christina Perri) - Maddi Jane

Rachel Bilson :D

Alright, I'm gonna blog about someone who is really attractive. And stunning :D
hahahhhaah, honestly, I did not have any idea of who she is until i went online to search =.=

Rachel Bilson, Auguest 1981, Actress. Style Director for Sunglass Hut and  her influence is said to be a 'global phenomenon'. WOW :D Some familiar dramas and movies she acted in are How I Met Your Mother, O.C., The Last Kiss and Jumper :D

:D hahah, alright, she's the beautiful model for the Magnum ice cream advertisement which always plays on the television like freeeee oneeee lorrrrrrr :P

all pictures are taken via google search :D