I shouldn't really be blogging now. but, i thought i should because i finally completed my PI 2nd draft :D 
YM has been untouched for super long! :/ as the week passes, it is like seeing time fly pass across you. Seriously, FLY. every week passes sooo fast! Except during boring parts of the day XD

And Ms Tee just handed out the booklet on the prices and rules&regulations of ALEVEL EXAMINATIONS. totally reminded me of Olevels man. It feels as if olevels were just yesterday, and tomorrow is going to be something more challenging.

We have to face all these right? I do admit my fear. My fear of being unable to cope with my studies and cca, my fear of being unable keep my results consistent, my fear of being unable to do well for alevels, my fear of disappointing my parents.
well, when i have such thoughts popping out, i would tell myself, Zhi ting you can do it you can do it. jiayou jiayou.
but somehow, it doesn't work well all the time.
Overflow of worries huh. seriously, it is not a nice feeling :/

But thinking from another perspective, no one is good in everything. And this fear of mine proves that i'm not good in having enough faith and confidence in myself.
So this shall be the chance to learn to overcome my fears.
it's like stepping into another world now :D
I'm advancing on a new journey of no-return!:D

at this point of time, i realise the importance of courage and bravery.
and i am going to be a brave girl :)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DA JIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

9th April 2010
my most most beloved cousin!
 


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KEVIN!!!!!!! :D

9th April 2010
An awesome friend who taught me how to run, how to persist, how to stay strong when I feel like giving up :)

I've not touch yellowmonkeyy for a REALLY long time! :D

Today, is already April 10th. TIME IS REALLY FLYING!!!

jiayou, it's only when you fail many many times that your chance of succeeding is higher the next time :D GO! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSIE! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIMMY! :D
happy birthday to you! happy birthday to youuu!
happy birthhhdayyy toooooooo youuuu, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! :)

A POWER song, by TIARA! A soundtrack from Cinderella Man :)

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I feel really embarrassed, and afraid sometimes. Natural huh?
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Anyway, today is an awesome day! I met up with Dessie!! :D
and had my FIRST year-2010-chemistry-tuition with Kenny! :D

DESIREEEE :D
nice right? fantastic. HAHAAH :D

D and i met for BRUNCH! ate KOREAN FOOD! wooo! it was really really delicious!
That meal reminded us of our secondary school days! :D
Hee this sounds as if i have graduated from bbss for at least 10 years.
Seriously, jc life is SUPER different compared to sec school life.
this makes me miss being 13, 14, 15 years old.
STILL, JIAYOU EVERYONE! LIFE GOES ON! :D
AND WE MUST DO OUR BEST! *ding ding ding!*


It will never be too late to say "I will persist"

Today, mega slack day! guess what???? I HAD NO LECTURES AT ALL!
Went for school for PE Talk, "PDG Session", council interview, co practice.
:D Well, today is definitely the ONLY school-day with NO LECTURES at all, in AJC.

Everyone has to make choices in life. Your choice determines the path which you would finally take. I have made wrong choices, and some do give me the opportunity to u-turn again. I do not know where the path i have decided to advance on
would take me to, but i will do my best in what i have set my foot on.

Today i learned something new! :D Once i've decided on something, maintaining
a positive mindset towards it is very important. People around me may say
or do things which would intentionally or unintentionally waver my thoughts.
This is when I have to remind myself about my objective and purpose to why i came to that final decision.
What others say may be right for them, but not neccessarily right for myself.

okay, till now, this is kind of like a self-entertaining and self-encouraging
post. HEE :D
here's a great song :) a soundtrack from East Of Eden :D




there are some things which are just not within our reach. how do we get there?
gooodnight :)

I WISH I AM A SUPER WOMAN.
I WISH THAT I AM MADE UP OF 100% ROCK, METAL, IRON AND STEEL.

SERIO~
hahahahhaha! :D I LOVE AJC :D
seriously, i have a strong feeling that i would enjoy my school life alotttt in this
school. There's soooo much to talk about manzxxz!! :D
ORIENTATION! CIP AT ECP! FIRST DAY OF LECTURE IN AJC! :D

1. Orientation! :D
It was SUPERB. Everyone was soooooooooooo high! :D Our OGLs were super crazy and superrrr nice!!:D And they are HAE NA! DI XIAN! JUN YANG! :D
woooooh!:D They are mega nice people, PATIENT, outgoing, caring, friendly, HIGHHHH!
My alliance was named METALLO! :D Cool right, i know! Thanks! :P
And my OG was named SERIO! :D heehee!
Everyone in SERIO are really awesome people!
It's an honour to be in SERIO manzxxzx! HAHAHAHA! :D
In METALLO, we had the greatest leader of all, WEE KEAT :D
He was sooo inspiring, and had that SUPER POWER to bring everyone together!:P
All the cheers, AJC song, Orientation song, etc, they were really nice, and
touching :D hee :D
HA! HA! HA! AJ SO ROCK :)

2. CIP! :D hahahah :D the bestttttt! The entire AJC student body headed to
East Coast Park on thursday for CIP! BEACH CLEANING!
I laughed so hard when Amos and SUENG told me that they had to pick lots of
cigeratte butts. Their facial expressions were PRICELESS :P
Anyway, I took part in another activity instead of beach cleaning.
We had to create a new cheer for our house, CHEETAH, and a mascot.
Got to many new people toooo! :D heehee! :D
Coincidentally, while AJ students were doing CIP at ECP, VJ students were
carrying out their orientation at the same venue.
So yeah. If you know what i mean :D:D

Upon dismissal after the event, SERIO gave our OGLs a present each.
At that point of time, i really felt like bursting into tears man. SOMEHOW.
There was just some kind of *mystical* attachment already. Hence, the end of orientation felt quite saddening :/

WELL, i'm still really excited about all the upcoming events and things
we are about to experience, do and learn! :D:D

3. FIRST LECTURE! :D
It was CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D hahahahah!! One thing which i thought was
super cool and interesting -- We had to buy lecture notes ourselves from the
bookshop! :D It's probably going to be the same in every JC, but
i just find it COOL la okay. Independant learning, and we really have to take
great responsibility for our own duties, tasks and academic.
JIAYOU EVERYONE! :D:D
hee!! :D

I love METALLO, I love SERIO! :D
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :D

ps/ i can officially start wearing AJC's UNIFORM NEXT MONDAYYYYYYY! :D:D:D:D

TOMORROW. hahahaha, a new beginning, a new environment, many new people, new buses to take, a new life. Seriously, tomorrow's the day! :D It's so fast!!!
4 years has passed already. Like, superrrr fast. It feels as if i just ended PSLE yesterday. I am already missing bbss 2e406, 4e209, BBSSCO (!!!!!), the fantastic teachers, the cute and nice friends i always looked forward to talk to the next day, etc.
In this upcoming journey, there is probably no more spare time for slacking, procastinating and leaving everything to the last minute. I have to work hard, We have to work hard. It seems really scary right? To me, it is. I really really do not know what to expect.

However, I am very very excited toooo! :D:D I cannot wait to see who my new teachers are, who my new friends are, etc. CANNOT WAIT! :D The next headache would probably be the choosing of my subject combination. Hopefully things would go smoooothly! :)


TODAY! AWESOME DAY! :D it was really really great to be able to meet up with most of 2E4'06 :) I'm sure everyone actually hoped that the entire class could attend the bbq :) but for those who were not able to make it, do not worry ok! :D THERE IS DEFINITELY going to be a next gathering! :D That class, was the the class which allowed me to understand and learn new things in many aspects. And yes, of course I got to know true friends- friends i really really treasure and want to keep for life :)
I love today! :D although the great-Sun has made my face quite puffy, and according to SHAUN TOH, a Ba Gua. HHAAHAHAH! Thanks for today, everyone :D:D:D:D:D
Jiayou in all upcoming challenges we are going to faced! :D

"Such Good Words"- A sweet song, by Lee Hong Gi (OST of You're Beautiful!)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHAUN TOH! :D
17th Jan 2010 :D YOU'RE SEVENTEEN!

today = long day, wanna-kill-myself-day, HAPPY day, goood day! :D

since last week, been going to ubs to work :D Great experience indeed! :D All thanks to Fantastic-Xian and her sister :D the job is interesting, but gets a little boring at some point of time. At least, and most importantly, it has let me see the life of a working adult. My mum's working life, just that her's is much more stressful.
okay, got to sleep now! :D

Jiayou people :D all the best for school-posting results!:D

"Art... is an attempt to bring order out of chaos." Stephen Sondheim

Only Love, by Trademark
2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our good-bye

That's something only love can do

The TREASURES i hide in the DRAWER beside my desk. PRO.


XIAN the Slight-Wonder-Girl! :P We were taking photos of each other. Can you believe it?!?


The AWESOME phone. It has the DATE, TIME, AUTO-DIALS, etc. Wahliao eh!


my Empty desk. In a nicer note, NEAT DESK :D Chopsticks available.

HAHAHAAH! :D Today was a HAPPY, laughlikemad, tired, sleepy day. HAHA :D
Went to work and it was really hilarious being a Slacker and working with another slacker :P hahaha, I consider myself a slacker as compared to all the other staffs in UBS. HAHAAHHAAHAH!
Going to and fro from our desk to the pantry, eyes half open while facing the computer, chit-chatting and laughing like mad women, HAHAHHA! As compared to other staffs, i'm definitely the slacker one there. However, Work is still important. minimal mistakes should be made :P It's a great experience working man.
I finally know what working life is all about. HAHAHAHAA!! :D

:D Goodnight! 

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON! :D
10th January 2010!

Secondly, Thankyou DESIREE TEE for the previous post XD I was surprised :P

Thirdly, i'm not asleep OHMAN. Nervous about what's gonna happen today at 2pm?
YES of course. However, regardless of what kind of results I get, I will keep myself really strong. aww man i'm seriously going to transform myself into a rocket and fly to meet the aliens. As my mum said, "Hope for the best, prepare for the worst".

"Preparing for the worst is finding other methods apart from what you hope to succeed in living your dream and goal."
Ya Mama, i know what you mean :)
JIAYOU PEOPLE :D I'm gonna shut my eyes, for real.

HELLOW DES HERE!!! :D
HAHAHA see ya phua tmrwzzzz :D
<3!

HAHA :D

There was a boy who stole his father's heart to sell.
While running, he tripped and fell.
The heart rolled into the dirt.
There was a voice that said, "Son, are you alright?"

hello! :D:D:D:D HAHAHAHAHAHA! The current situation is, the last dvd of Brilliant Legacy is with my mama! Therefore, i've started to watch a taiwanese drama!:D The title is "海派甜心" [Hi, my sweetheart!].
HAHAHAHA super cute and funny drama! :D It's a love comedy ya :P hahah!
I guess that's why all the sad and heartbreaking scenes in the drama are SUPER moving and touching. Great Impact.

A cute scene of Luo Zhi Xiang and Yang Cheng Ling! :D
They're dancing the PINK PANTHER DANCE! :D hahaha, after watching this
video, it would probably tempt you to watch the drama :P
Anyway, Cute Part starts from 3:01min onwards :D



Hahahaha anyway, yesterday night, 3rd Jan, we attended our distant cousin's wedding dinner! :D:D:D:D Awwww manzxzx! It was one of the most romantic and sweetest wedding dinner everrrr! :D Although I am not really close to that distant-cousin of mine, but i sincerely wish him and his wife 永远幸福快乐，白头偕老! :D

heeheehee :D Hohohoho, and JIAYOU to all those who have to return to school tomorrow! :D JIAYOU! :D Hahaha, including PHUA SHENG HE! :D

Pooh's and Mickey's balloons! :D
cute name, cute body, cute features, cute tummy, cute red shirt, cute deeep voice,
cute boy! :D haha, no, it should be cute-old-man :D he is 85 years old this year! :D
"Winnie the Pooh is a bear of very little brain." by Milne, the creator of Pooh! :)

awww manxzx! :D Anyway, currently watching Brilliant Legacy :D
Initially, i thought i would not be fully committed to complete this drama. However, it turned out that this drama is really keeping me in constant suspense. HAHAHAHA :D
Gooood drama :D There are not much violence or super-duper-ultra-deep hatred in the drama. There is only that type of family-jealousy-and-revenge.
In other words, Hatred which would not push you to kill your enemy. YA!! :D

Hahaha, so it is more like a Family Drama :D Nice :) However, I SERIOUSLY FEEL LIKE PLUCKING OUT THAT DISGUSTING WOMAN'S EYE-BALLS MAN. WAHLIAO EH!          
Have a nice day! :D

On 31st Dec 2009, a countdown party was held at AHMA'S HOUSE! :D Maternal side :D
wahahahahaahha!!!! It was super ultra fun! :D In the morning, Uncle Hua Sin, Jason, Sheng and me went to Shengsiong supermart to shop for non-meat items for the bbq at night! :) Next, we went to Ahma's house to prepare the prawns, fish and sotongs.
Jason was the savious manzxzx!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, thanks ah Jason Ssi! :D:D:D:D:D

The bbq at night was seriously awesome! :) Ate a lot! And we cousins played a few games :P Bonding ya! :D Weizheng korkor introduced to us games which made us laugh soooooo madly.
We went to Udders to have icecream, chit-chatted and there were lots of laughter and joy :P And finally the main thing of the night, COUNTDOWN! :D:D
The cutest part was when everyone started saying happynewyear and laughing, Ryan looked at us wide-eyed and began to crack into cute babyish-laughter. IT WAS SOOOOOOOO CUTE!! :D:D hahahah :)
Nigel was a really cute boy toooo!! His long eyelashes and innocent eyes, WAH!
Super. He's gonna be a super-帅哥 when he grows up yo! :P

Yesterday, 1st Jan 2010, was a great day tooo! :D:D
Mummy initially intended to visit the National Museum to visit the exhibition on Ancient Egypt and Mummies!! :D Sounds interesting huh? Ya. Coincidentally, there was
an Open House Gallery at the museum, so entry was free to that exhibition.
Ohman, the queue was a killer and perhaps unimaginary. According to the curator,
we would have to wait for at least 1 and a 1/2 hours to step into the exhibition hall. HA HA HA HA, so mum said, "Let's go off. Come another day."
HAHA :D
Instead of museum, we went to Plaza sing, Vivo to walk walk! :D
Great fun :D
At night, we went over to Ahma's house (paternal side!) for dinner!:D
Uncle Robert's cooking was super duper goood! :D 小姑姑 and family and 大姑姑 were there too. Ahhh! :D It was a mini family gathering :) 超温馨的，对吧！:D

At the nationalgeographic shop,
FIRST COPY of the National Geographic Magazine! :D:D:D


There was also a book which was published to commemorate PEACE turning 50 years old in 2008! :D There were many things mentioned inside, like how the symbol was found, historical events and the comments of noble people, etc.
The book is titled PEACE: The Biography of a Symbol. And it costs S$49++.



heeheehee, it's time to save some money! :D gooodnight :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROY YEO FU QIANG! :D
HAPPY NEW YEAR! Hello, 2010 :D
Another year has passed, and just like most people, i have some things to say too.
To my family, friends, besties, teachers and seniors, thank you so so soooo much
for making my 2009 an unforgettable and special year! :)

Family; I wonder how you put up with my moodswings and crap all the time. To PSH, I've probably made you really pissed off and frustrated at times, yet you always forgive me in the end. When we quarrel, I'm sure you've ever thought of chopping me into pieces to feed the sharks, because I had such thoughts before too. (hee, psycho huh) Despite all these anger and irritation, we would always return back to normal the next morning, the next hour or sometimes even the next minute.
I guess this is what Sibling-Ship is all about :) haha, thanks PSH :D
To my MA and PA, i think you both have super powers, because you would never push us away no matter how bad, how evil and how immature we are. Ya, 所谓，天下的父母心都是一样的。我承认，但是唯有自己的父母会为了孩子担心，为了孩子牺牲，为了孩子而甚至责怪自己。在这一年里，我更清楚地看到爸爸和妈妈为我们姐弟俩而辛苦工作，为了我们而感到心痛不已。终究，在每个人的心里都只希望全家能够快快乐乐，健健康康的生活在一起。这也就是爸爸妈妈的愿望吧 :)

Friends; Encouragements,Consolations,Hugs, Handshakes, Well-wishes, Advices, Crappy-talks, Disagreements, Apologies, Misunderstandings,..... and so on.
All the time spent consist of both happy times and not-so-happy times, yet both types of experiences enabled us to further understand each other. We started of as stangers, to hello-bye-thankyou-sorry-friends, to talk&talk&talk&talk-friends, to 有好感的friends, and finally to friends who can trust and learn from each other. IT'S LIKE MAGIC. haha :P
Thankyou thankyou thankyou, thankyou sooooo much!! :)


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things people say may cause you to feel less confident, cause you to rethink on what you once decided on, cause to feel vulnerable, cause you to ponder over what is right & what is wrong, cause you to fear mistakes & failures, cause you to regret, cause you to feel guilty, cause you to feel like an ant on the soccer field, cause you to feel pressurized, cause you to feel obligated to follow the majority and cause you to feel hurt. Why? It's easier said than done to not bother about what people think of you. Because everyone has feelings.

YEAH. It is simply too easy to say something which you lack courage to put into action.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE! :D
Ohman, the year is coming to an end! ALREADY! Seriously mega fast,
and i cannot deny that i am getting increasingly nervous about the Olvl results.
yeah okay, everyone is probably feeling the anxiety. JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU! :D

Today, as in 30th dec, went to the TIMES BOOKSHOP WAREHOUSE SALE with Des and Cleo!
The venue of the sale was quite dilapidated, and we were kind of unsure how
to get there.
BUT THANKS TO THE GREAT GREY MAP and the kind bus driver, we got there.
Pansing Building :D hahaha :)

It's huge and there are really many many books and interesting things there.
However, none of us bought books that had relation to novels/stories/etc.
hahah :P
If you would like to check it out, here is the "poster" ! :D

http://www.greatdeals.com.sg/2009/08/times-bookstore-ang-mo-kio-warehouse-sale-2009/

Today(30th) was really fun, especially the sharing of jokes, teasing Desire
and taking photos :D hahhha :D
:D somehow, i'm starting to feel hungry. hee! shall go to bed now, goooodnight!:D

Wonder if it is true or not :D If you believe in something, then it will come true. HAAHAHAHHA :)

:D 27th Dec :D heehee, nice number man! :P