"You can close your eyes
to the things you don't wanna see,
but you can't close your heart
to the things you don't wanna feel"

Shakespeares

his voice, his music, lyrics, heeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
super nice!


地面灯火像是星光闪耀
什么地方等着我降落停靠
走过一扇大门一座桥
什么笑容值得我凝住心跳
往前跑的人都需要 摆脱遗憾的药
回到教堂祈祷那一秒

爱是 三万里程的孤单
闪着等待的泪光 眺望可能的远方

爱是(爱知道) 再远都在你身旁
心疼了解的目光 不流泪的机场
累计(划下)或多或少的伤 或真或假的谎
只求不忘了我 最真的模样 最真的微笑

红灯闪烁停驻的街道
蓝天绿叶的熟悉不同面貌
一张床一个停靠
黑夜白昼颠倒
谁能解读脸上的微笑

短暂的来回奔跑
不曾解开的背包
我参与的人生太潦草
快乐常在门外绕
太多陌生的夜晚让我困扰
若你能了解 我会向你怀里靠

:)

If I Let You Go - Westlife

happy birthday Edwin Chen :)
although i really felt like boxing you and throwing you out of the window before, you gave me the
chance to learn how to become a more patient and enduring person. For that, thanks :D
i enjoyed being your PW group mate FOR REAL (no sarcasm at all!!) while our group went through
thick and thin together! Your "i'm-so-unwilling-to-do-this" look always cracks me up
because in the end you'll still do it. HAHAHAHAHA! and despite being really
heartless and irritating most of the time,
you're quite nice to teach others when people ask for help :)
so this shows you can be less heartless and irritating most of the time :D
Have an awesome and exciting 17th birthday :D

the School Holidays have started. In other words, its like officially declaring war towards the
amazing and incredulous pile of HOME-JOY, Open House and Orientation planning.
HEE HEE HEE! JIAYOU! :D
tsk! i feel like a pea! a jumping pea. from many things that have happened,
i don't really understand myself.
and i always always always wonder what's the right way to tackle certain issues.
In a way, i do not know who to approach,
i do not know who to ask. Or should i say, i do not know how to put my message and
issue across to others. crazy right. aishhhhh!

I SHALL THINK ABOUT IT :)

what can i say when i do not know what to say?

what a weird thing to happen. and i do not even know if i would prefer for it to last for a long long time, or for just this moment. maybe Dream Fairy can let me dream of the answer tonight :D

I would like to sincerely thank LENA TOH SZE ZHUO for giving me the pair of Harry Potter's tickets! :D

Really really nice movie :D although i not any HP fan; i do not watch every single movie, i do not read a

single HP book, but this movie is reallyyyyyyyy nice :D

of course, have to thank KT for guiding me and patiently telling me who's this and who's that during the

movie :P

awww the above paragraph feels like i've received some award. :D OKAY HERE'S THE IMPORTANT WORD: THANKYOU :)

i've really got many things on hand. the amount of homework is unimaginable and i feel a littl e teeny

scared to compile and count them -.-

hahahhhaha! jiayou alll!!:D

Mr Ng gave me some advice today after our OH discussion. and he told i have to have to HAVE TO

do a study plan NOW. it hit me. seriously.

although i've longgggg known that planning is important, but i never ever got down to really do it.

and his words reminded me HARD that i should not be wasting my time away when it is available

and there for me.

true enough :) thankyou Mr Ng :)

today's been a superrrrr happy yet a little weird day :D

hahahha. i don't know how i should describe it, but yeah, that's just it :D

move on move on :)

we all got to move on :)

because others would not wait for us, neither would time :)

the news is exasperating. may there be world peace!
always and always.

people change, lives change, surroundings change, things change, friends change,
families change,
But a few things do stay the same. And it is because these things come from this
corner of our hearts! Love & friendship.

awwww :D
throughout this year, i realised many changes happening in the people around me.
and i start to see how different they are as compared to the past. Some have turned
for the better, some for the bad.

Like my brother :D
heee! Sheng has grown taller, a little teeny bit more handsome, a little little
teeny teeny bit more manly, deeper in voice, some non-toot hairstyle now as compared
to his BOWL CUT, started wearing contact lens!!, tapered his school pants -.-,
began wearing skinny jeans :O:O:O, realised how not presentable it is to wear
t-shirts which are all ragged and stretched, started to wear COLLAR SHIRT!!,
take photos with girlsss, become more sensible :):)

he is really vastly different from last year. different. that's the word manzxz!!
heee.

As people change, sometimes i do feel insecure and weird, probably fearing that
their mindset and principles would change as well. and i would wonder if their love and feelings towards people and things which they love previously would change too.
what a thinking -.-

haish!

anyway, these upcoming 2 months are gonna be busy busy busy busy busy !!!!
JIAYOU JIAYOU!:D

LOVE IS IN THE AIR. BREATHE IN!!!! :D

life is full of ups and downs.
they are inevitable, uncontrollable.
the only thing left which we can decide for ourselves is our response towards this roller coaster ride.
what is your response?

what would you do?


today, long day.
when i looked at the timetable yesterday, i was like, 3 lectures.
okay. jiayou manzxz!
hahahaha!
and i cannot believe its over :D
BEST-EST THING, i ate 3 dinners.
1st was with KT at MAC - Filet O'fish meal UPSIZE! thank goodness KT helped me some of my fries :D
2nd was at home with Rochie - Cup Noodles!!
3rd was at Ahma's House - Ahma's fabulous cooking which i really couldnt resist and thus ended up munching away AGAIN.

i am bloated. now.
oh noooooo.

anyway, i went back home today too!
on the way home, i met Long Sheng!
my neighbour, my cousin's good good friend.
ahahahh! and he said something which really made me, WAH.
Something like that: "the previous time i saw you, you were preparing to take olevels. now gonna J1 is gonna be over."

ohmanzxz time flies!
proven it 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000n times already! :P

So Dairy Farm home is EVEN MESSIER THAN BEFORE. and everything is so cram that
the house feels so stuffy and humid. AND HOT.
hahahha!
AND IT HAPPENED ALL SO *LUCKILY*, I had to go dabian but ALL THE TOILETS WERE
ALREADY KNOCKED DOWN.
ohman so i walked like maddddddddd to the swimming pool toilet which was at least 150m away. WHAT A COOL EXPERIENCE MAN.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH! :D

Happy HARI RAYA HAJI to all! :)

takecare :)

thankyou so much for everything you've gave us :)
you taught me how to endure hardships, and how to communicate effectively.
Seriously, i cannot believe you're over. like, all so suddenly. I can still
remember very distinctly at around mid-year, seniors kept telling us that it
will all be over soon. And yes, obviously i was like "HA HA HA", and was really
anxious over the not-say-complete GPP XD
i did feel that you were a waste of time, cause too much emphasis was placed on you.
but to think back about it now, i guess you did not only teach us about project work literally. But also how to juggle among our studies, our interest, and YOU.
honestly, i was seriously going to kill you if you were kill-a-ble.
fortunately, you're not :)
but i still thank you la, MR. PW :)
HAHA, WOW. SERIOUSLY. TIME FLIES!

i really thank you for breaking the ice between my fantastic group: MOVINGTOWARDSANENVIRONMENTALLYFRIENDLYQATAR :D
long name, yet so awesome!!!!!!!!
although there were times i really felt like screaming and pulling out all my hair and jump into the PACIFIC OCEAN, i really really really had lots of fun too :)
i REALLY REALLY love my group. TO THE MAX.
AND LOVE, IS BLIND RIGHT ♥♥♥♥♥

笑一笑，就过去了 :)

is brilliant.
is cool.
is nice.
is fun.
is lucky.
is Happy :)

i cannot believe PROJECT WORK is over.
oh come on! IT'S UNBELIEVABLE ALRIGHT.
UNBELIEVABLE!
although its ending mean that academic stuffs are coming in altogether again.
ALRIGHT! JIAYOU JIAYOU! :D
council work is beginning to pile in tooo :D
I'M EXCITED SERIOUSLY! :P heeee. jiayou all!

tomorrow is CLASS OUTING ! :D
WOOHOOOOO! have fun have fun have fun! :D
HENCE, I AIM TO COMPLETE MY AGM PROPOSAL TONIGHT.
AND OH TIMELINE TOMORROW MORNING.
JIAYOU PZT!
& to YOU, yes la, YOU! JIAYOU TOO!
JUST SMILE :D
HEEEE! OPEN YOUR MOUTH TO THE WIDEST YOU CAN STRETCH, AND
PUSH YOUR UPPER-LIP UPWARDS AND YOUR LOWER-LIP DOWNWARDS!
DANG-DANG! NICE SMILE ;D

我不知怎么了，但突然想到人生其实很短，我们却有很多很多事情要做。
家庭，学业，工作，朋友，梦想，理想，等等。每天每天，我们所过的生活是在不知明日会如何的情况下。
因此，我们要懂得珍惜现在所能够拥有的，也要把每天当做自己人生的最后一天一样过。若是这样，为什么人总是在失去以后才后悔，在失去以后才懂得珍惜，在失去以后才哭泣，在失去以后才希望一切能够重来一遍？

Today is an awesome day :D
i had fun during PW, a trip to NYP with 08 GG (Girls' Gang) & Sogurt with KT :D

i know i've said this at least a million times,
BUT TIME REALLY FLIES!
AT THE SPEED OF ZJSIHDIFHUWHEHRSUBXUZZZZZXZXZX!!!
SUPERRRRRR FAST!
PW IS OFFICIALLY ENDING NEXT MONDAY. FOR REAL.
IT'S SCARY, NERVE RACKING, EXICITING, FUN :)
HAO BA, JIAYOU ALL! A FEW MORE DAYS!
PERSIST :)

KEEP GOING ^^

this is life :D

“我对一切人与事，都取和平的态度，把吃亏看作当然的。但是，在做人上，我有一定的宗旨与基本的法则，什么事都可将就，而不能超过自己划好的界限。”

-老舍《我的母亲》

TIME FLIES!
i feel as if .......... AH YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN :)

it has already been days since the end of promos,
the monster which many seniors told me to go head on with it
regardless of how tough and challenging. amazing huh?
now there still 2 major things left. Chinese As and PW OP.
seriously, i'm wowing at how time just zoomed pass me, and has reached TODAY!
just a few more hurdles! so push on ok! JIAYOU EVERYONE :)
in no time, we will be at ECP building sandcastles! :P
wahahahahaha!

这一首简单的歌让你的心情快了
爱请就像一条河 难免会碰到波折
:)

My mum asked me, "you feel disappointed is it?"
i went, "yes a little."
i would love to say no, not at all. but i guess disappointment always surfaces
when one does not do up to expectations. In a way, disappointment seems like a
butterfly.

If you treat it positively with a smile, it will seem beautiful
and strong to you. With wings which look so weak, yet they are able to fly so freely. You would like it to be around you, and you will probably be motivated by its character.

If you treat negatively, like it is a bug, you would want to
chase it away. The more you try to chase it away, the larger the fear of it coming
back.

Now, at this point of my life, i seem to be helplessly trying to climb out of
a bottomless pit. It is tiring and painful to always fall after putting in effort.
So now comes my choice,
Do i succumb to the fatigue and pain and give up?
Do i grit my teeth and let the pain gradually leave me whie i continue this climb?

I told my mum i would move on.
and i really will move on, because i know remain standing at the position which
i did not do up to expectations would just leave me further and further away from
my dream.

So i'll push on. If i have give up some things which i cherish a lot to put my
academic back on track, i would have to pull up the courage to do so.
And i know i can, if i believe in myself.

A little part of me does fear the stares by people around me.
And if i were to say this is human nature, i guess many would say that's just
another excuse. Well, true, i'm someone who fears the talk of the others.
I will learn to grow out this, slowly. And mummy always tell me,
"you live your life for yourself. So why should care about how others view you?"
yes indeed :)

if i have chance to live my life again, i would still live it the same way.
just the way God has arranged it to be. I'm blessed.

i'm superrrr addicted to Sung Kyun Kwan Scandal laaaaaaaaa!
it's a must watch ok :D it has really really meaningful things to learn,
moral values, friendship, honesty, loyalty, and it shows how much one person
can actually stretch him/herself as long as he/her has an aim :)
COURAGE, BRAVERY, PERSISTENCE, STRENGTH, MOTIVATION,....
aish! just, really goood :D
and the actors and actresses really play their roles very very well :)


okay lets do an introduction ;D

Name: 송중기 / SONG JOONG KI(Song Jung Ki) :D
Profession: Actor
Birthdate: 1985-Sep-19
Height: 178cm
Weight: 65kg
Star sign: Virgo
Blood type: A
*SUPER DUPER CUTE AND FUNNY AND CHARISMATIC AND SMART IN THIS DRAMA :)


Name: 유아인 / Yoo Ah In
Real name: 엄홍식 / Uhm Hong Shik (Eom Hong Sik)
Profession: Actor
Birthdate: 1986-Oct-06
Birthplace: Daegu, South Korea
Height: 181cm
Weight: 62kg
Star sign: Libra
Blood Type: A
*megaaaaaaaaaa sweeet, loyal, sentimental character in the show ;D


Name: 박민영 / Park Min Young (Bak Min Yeong)
Profession: Model and actress
Birthdate: 1986-Mar-04
Birthplace: Seoul, South Korea
Height: 164cm
Weight: 41kg
Star sign: Pisces
Blood type: O
*SUPER PRETTY and BRAVE character :) really, Admirable :)


Name: 믹키유천 / Micky Yoo Chun
Japanese name: ユチョン / Yuchun
Chinese name: 秘奇有天 / Mi Qi You Tian
Real name: 박유천 / Park Yoo Chun
Profession: Singer and actor
Birthdate: 1986-Jun-04
Birthplace: Seoul, South Korea
Height: 182cm
Weight: 64kg
Star sign: Gemini
Blood type: O
*The most toot guy ever, but really sweet and heartwarming character :) just that, he's toooo rigid and stubborn, until he met HER :D



aigoooo :D


& HERE, a really really awesome piano cover of CHAJATTA :)

Memories, i will keep you forever. Thanks for always making smile when i think of you. Thanks for allowing me to keep in mind about those wonderful people who impacted and influenced me so much. Thanks for reminding me of those happy times. Thanks for allowing me to learn from my mistakes. Thanks for teaching me to cherish the present, live life to the fullest, so that each second that passes will become another happy thing to remember.
I'm grateful, because i have you :)

HAPPY 20.10.2010! :D
heee!
A day which we have the choice to spend it meaningfully
A day which looks like any other day with 24hours/ 24X60min/ 24X60X60sec
yet it is A day which will never come again
yet it is A day which can never be repeated

hahah! upon typing this, i realised that actually everyday is a day which will only
come ONCE in our lifetime, and we can never turn back time or have a second chance
to spend a day that has already passed. It tells me something, time is also ticking
and moving and passing. It doesn't wait for me, for you, for anyone, it doesn't.
It goes on at its own pace. So if i pause while time still moves, i am slowing
down, i will be lagging behind. I would then have to run faster than normal
to catch up with those who continued to be on the same pace as time. Or in other
words, those who were consistent.

hmm :D
we've all got to become good friends with time.
whether it is through smacking the horse butt or genuinely befriending it.
we got to flow with it and not lag behind or go against it.
It's challenging man. A skill :D
haha :)

I looked through all my photos on facebook. and could not help but laugh
and smile at those funny times in secondary school.
Time flies. Fasttt :D While there are many things we have to learn to let go,
there are many things we have to learn to catch before they are gone.
As contradicting as it seems, this is life. A life which is full of twists and turns,
happiness and sorrow, smiles and cries, kind and evil.
As long as we live it to the fullest, we need not fear what would happen at the
very next moment. because there is nothing to regret about.

:D CHAJATTA; FOUND YOU by JYJ :D


this song is really niceeeeeeeeeeee :D
and the drama is awesomeeeeeeeeeeee :D

"your main duty as a student is to study, do your best for your homework, exams,
and score your best for alevels. you don't have to be a mugger, you can be a dynamic youth. and all these can only come about with good time management, discipline, persistence and when you set your priorities right."

hao! JIAYOU!
sometimes, i feel that it's really incredible to have lived 17 years of my life.
& really lucky too :D
heee!

and i believe, that hardwork will pay off.