Today is an awesome day :D
i had fun during PW, a trip to NYP with 08 GG (Girls' Gang) & Sogurt with KT :D

i know i've said this at least a million times,
BUT TIME REALLY FLIES!
AT THE SPEED OF ZJSIHDIFHUWHEHRSUBXUZZZZZXZXZX!!!
SUPERRRRRR FAST!
PW IS OFFICIALLY ENDING NEXT MONDAY. FOR REAL.
IT'S SCARY, NERVE RACKING, EXICITING, FUN :)
HAO BA, JIAYOU ALL! A FEW MORE DAYS!
PERSIST :)

KEEP GOING ^^

this is life :D

“我对一切人与事，都取和平的态度，把吃亏看作当然的。但是，在做人上，我有一定的宗旨与基本的法则，什么事都可将就，而不能超过自己划好的界限。”

-老舍《我的母亲》

TIME FLIES!
i feel as if .......... AH YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN :)

it has already been days since the end of promos,
the monster which many seniors told me to go head on with it
regardless of how tough and challenging. amazing huh?
now there still 2 major things left. Chinese As and PW OP.
seriously, i'm wowing at how time just zoomed pass me, and has reached TODAY!
just a few more hurdles! so push on ok! JIAYOU EVERYONE :)
in no time, we will be at ECP building sandcastles! :P
wahahahahaha!

这一首简单的歌让你的心情快了
爱请就像一条河 难免会碰到波折
:)

My mum asked me, "you feel disappointed is it?"
i went, "yes a little."
i would love to say no, not at all. but i guess disappointment always surfaces
when one does not do up to expectations. In a way, disappointment seems like a
butterfly.

If you treat it positively with a smile, it will seem beautiful
and strong to you. With wings which look so weak, yet they are able to fly so freely. You would like it to be around you, and you will probably be motivated by its character.

If you treat negatively, like it is a bug, you would want to
chase it away. The more you try to chase it away, the larger the fear of it coming
back.

Now, at this point of my life, i seem to be helplessly trying to climb out of
a bottomless pit. It is tiring and painful to always fall after putting in effort.
So now comes my choice,
Do i succumb to the fatigue and pain and give up?
Do i grit my teeth and let the pain gradually leave me whie i continue this climb?

I told my mum i would move on.
and i really will move on, because i know remain standing at the position which
i did not do up to expectations would just leave me further and further away from
my dream.

So i'll push on. If i have give up some things which i cherish a lot to put my
academic back on track, i would have to pull up the courage to do so.
And i know i can, if i believe in myself.

A little part of me does fear the stares by people around me.
And if i were to say this is human nature, i guess many would say that's just
another excuse. Well, true, i'm someone who fears the talk of the others.
I will learn to grow out this, slowly. And mummy always tell me,
"you live your life for yourself. So why should care about how others view you?"
yes indeed :)

if i have chance to live my life again, i would still live it the same way.
just the way God has arranged it to be. I'm blessed.

i'm superrrr addicted to Sung Kyun Kwan Scandal laaaaaaaaa!
it's a must watch ok :D it has really really meaningful things to learn,
moral values, friendship, honesty, loyalty, and it shows how much one person
can actually stretch him/herself as long as he/her has an aim :)
COURAGE, BRAVERY, PERSISTENCE, STRENGTH, MOTIVATION,....
aish! just, really goood :D
and the actors and actresses really play their roles very very well :)


okay lets do an introduction ;D

Name: 송중기 / SONG JOONG KI(Song Jung Ki) :D
Profession: Actor
Birthdate: 1985-Sep-19
Height: 178cm
Weight: 65kg
Star sign: Virgo
Blood type: A
*SUPER DUPER CUTE AND FUNNY AND CHARISMATIC AND SMART IN THIS DRAMA :)


Name: 유아인 / Yoo Ah In
Real name: 엄홍식 / Uhm Hong Shik (Eom Hong Sik)
Profession: Actor
Birthdate: 1986-Oct-06
Birthplace: Daegu, South Korea
Height: 181cm
Weight: 62kg
Star sign: Libra
Blood Type: A
*megaaaaaaaaaa sweeet, loyal, sentimental character in the show ;D


Name: 박민영 / Park Min Young (Bak Min Yeong)
Profession: Model and actress
Birthdate: 1986-Mar-04
Birthplace: Seoul, South Korea
Height: 164cm
Weight: 41kg
Star sign: Pisces
Blood type: O
*SUPER PRETTY and BRAVE character :) really, Admirable :)


Name: 믹키유천 / Micky Yoo Chun
Japanese name: ユチョン / Yuchun
Chinese name: 秘奇有天 / Mi Qi You Tian
Real name: 박유천 / Park Yoo Chun
Profession: Singer and actor
Birthdate: 1986-Jun-04
Birthplace: Seoul, South Korea
Height: 182cm
Weight: 64kg
Star sign: Gemini
Blood type: O
*The most toot guy ever, but really sweet and heartwarming character :) just that, he's toooo rigid and stubborn, until he met HER :D



aigoooo :D


& HERE, a really really awesome piano cover of CHAJATTA :)

Memories, i will keep you forever. Thanks for always making smile when i think of you. Thanks for allowing me to keep in mind about those wonderful people who impacted and influenced me so much. Thanks for reminding me of those happy times. Thanks for allowing me to learn from my mistakes. Thanks for teaching me to cherish the present, live life to the fullest, so that each second that passes will become another happy thing to remember.
I'm grateful, because i have you :)

HAPPY 20.10.2010! :D
heee!
A day which we have the choice to spend it meaningfully
A day which looks like any other day with 24hours/ 24X60min/ 24X60X60sec
yet it is A day which will never come again
yet it is A day which can never be repeated

hahah! upon typing this, i realised that actually everyday is a day which will only
come ONCE in our lifetime, and we can never turn back time or have a second chance
to spend a day that has already passed. It tells me something, time is also ticking
and moving and passing. It doesn't wait for me, for you, for anyone, it doesn't.
It goes on at its own pace. So if i pause while time still moves, i am slowing
down, i will be lagging behind. I would then have to run faster than normal
to catch up with those who continued to be on the same pace as time. Or in other
words, those who were consistent.

hmm :D
we've all got to become good friends with time.
whether it is through smacking the horse butt or genuinely befriending it.
we got to flow with it and not lag behind or go against it.
It's challenging man. A skill :D
haha :)

I looked through all my photos on facebook. and could not help but laugh
and smile at those funny times in secondary school.
Time flies. Fasttt :D While there are many things we have to learn to let go,
there are many things we have to learn to catch before they are gone.
As contradicting as it seems, this is life. A life which is full of twists and turns,
happiness and sorrow, smiles and cries, kind and evil.
As long as we live it to the fullest, we need not fear what would happen at the
very next moment. because there is nothing to regret about.

:D CHAJATTA; FOUND YOU by JYJ :D


this song is really niceeeeeeeeeeee :D
and the drama is awesomeeeeeeeeeeee :D

"your main duty as a student is to study, do your best for your homework, exams,
and score your best for alevels. you don't have to be a mugger, you can be a dynamic youth. and all these can only come about with good time management, discipline, persistence and when you set your priorities right."

hao! JIAYOU!
sometimes, i feel that it's really incredible to have lived 17 years of my life.
& really lucky too :D
heee!

and i believe, that hardwork will pay off.

School is getting busier!! :D
I'm excited!! FOR REAL! but at the same time, really scared i cannot handle.
Totally shingz man. I should erase such pessimism ASAP.
HA! JIAYOU :D
Anyway, IT'S FRIDAY TODAY!!! :D
UNBELIEVABLE. TIME FLIES LIKE ZOOOOM!!!
FAST!
On the other hand, I cannot believe that Promos were just LAST WEEK!
It feels as if at least 2 weeks has passed!

One awesome thing today:
Family dinner with Ahma at Jurong Garden! :D
the dunno what Li Garden Restaurant!
wah super delicious!
especially their chicken wings, yu tou lu soup, fan shu ye and
ma lai feng guang!
wahahahaha~~~~
it's a nice feeling to have dinner with Ahma :D
and i love it when she tells stories about Papa's childhood days XD

Today was Farewell Assembly too!
It was really touching :D
To my dear seniors, i just want to sincerely thank you for guiding me,
and helping me adapt so smoothly into jc life despite your superbusy schedule.
A mentor, a senior, a friend:D
May you overcome all future challenges and achieve your dreams! Especially the
upcoming Alevels :)
JIAYOU!!! :D
"Having to say goodbye just means that i will miss you".
Yes, i will really miss you guys very very very very very very very very very
very very very very very very very very very very much!!!!
heeee! :)

I don't know what had gotten into me just now.
I'm restless and irritable.
horrible zhiting.

i realised one thing about myself. Regardless of how much i tell myself,
i can do it, i can handle it, i really don't like the feeling of having
to do things on my own. This is human nature right? Any human would always
prefer someone to be by their side to just talk to them.

this pile is stacking up and i feel as if i'm almost turning into a fishball
and about to roll down. i really don't like this. really :S

I LOVE TO SIT THE BUS :D

I Have A Dream


I just had a walk with mummy :D
and she treated me to lots of food at Coffee Bean :P thanks Mama!!
Okay, so i told her many many things which i feel really insecure and
am lacking confidence in. They just began to spill out like bloooopbloooopblooop
when i started talking. Heee!

I really admire brother :)
because he has a dream :D
and he dares to work towards it. It's rare. It's brave. It's really courageous!
I've thought through of what i've always wanted to experience in my life.
And although many people often tell me it's unrealistic, that it is
too unstable, too dangerous, requires too much sacrifices, and that i do not
meet the criterias for it, i guess i have just got to give it a shot.
I got to try, and do my best before pronouncing death right? :D
PERSISTENCE! RESILIENCE! KEEP GOING! IT'S NEVER THE END UNLESS YOU CALL IT THE END
:D
It's not the end, & so, helloooooo~

slowly, slowly.
one step at a time.
HWAITING!!! :D

Today the Open House comm had a meeting :D
they are really awesome people!!! :D
i cannot wait to start work with them heee!
but at the same time, i'm a little teeny tiny scared of how busy and crazy we'll all get during these few months.
JIAYOU OK!!
WE'LL DO WELL!! :D
When we believe we can do it, we'll put in our best and do our best :D

:D
Sheng's eating PEARS :)
One happy thing about tomorrow: THERE'S CHINESE :D
ahahahhahah i'm really looking forward to it, somehow:D
it's been super long since i've touched it. Like ever since
chinese promos ended? :/
and i miss Chi Lao Shi!!
she's one of the most most most most patient teachers i've met :D
HEEEEE! JIAYOU JIAYOU :D



hahahaha!

i would like to thank TKT and Desmond for making my lunch today, 13th Oct,
such an enjoyable and funny one :D
Thankyou :)

Hey, soul sister




Seriously, today's "revision day" made me realised how much things i've got to
during the upcoming months. At the same time, my worries begin to surface more
obviously. Promos consequences, time management, homework, chinese As, open house, agm, PW........
ahhhh it seems like a really long list.

so, i've decided, that i'll take all these more positively. This seems challenging
in some way. Deep down in my heart, i know i truly doubt myself.
I doubt that i have the strength to pull through. Shingz.
such ugly thoughts huh :(

what should i do when i feel like the world is falling apart?
i will find hope.
i will smile and laughhhhhhhhhhhh :D
i will eat kit kats!
i will drink yakults and vitagens.
i will find yellowmonkeyy~
i will listen to music :D
i will faceboooooooooook.
i will daydream.
i will sleep.
i will eat.
i will believe in myself.
i will knock my head and tell myself: you know you can prevent your
world from falling apart, so don't give up.
Ahahahha i really thank my superawesome subconscious friend who is
living up there in my head :D

Plan my time well.
Do the whatsoever Timetable.
Complete those things which i know i would regret if i don't do them well now.
GO ZHITING. It's simple :)
PULL THROUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

我爱他 - 丁当



uncontrollable :/

Ahhhhhhh :D
finally, i can resume my XIA YI ZHAN, XING FU :)

sweeeet! i love this photo!:D
sooooo cute!!
look at their pants! and folded arms! :D
and act-cool look XD
hahahha :D



Ft Island! :)

time flies!
it's thursday already! and promos are about to end!
TOMORROW! JUST ONE LAST DAY! PHYSICS PAPER!
jiayou jiayou jiayou!
HANG ON!
KEEP HOLDING ON TIGHTLY!!!!
:D
i've made one promise to myself.
AFTER PROMOS, I'M GONNA TAKE MY TIME TO CHOOSE ONE AWESOME
KOREAN DRAMA TO WATCH OVER THE WEEKENDS. I REALLY MISS YOU :):):):):):):):)
AND I WILL WATCH HAPPILY :D

okay now, jiayou! SINCE WE'RE ALREADY IN IT, LET'S JUST DO IT WELL :)
JUST KEEP GOING GOING GOING!!!!!! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR TOH :)
you're a great great physics teacher :D
may you stay happy always!!:D




it is tough to be brave, isn't it?
that is why everyone needs friends.

anyway,
chem was a brain-cell-killer.
and it's the first time i've ever met a question which asked me to draw
an energy cycle for the enthalpy change of formation of a carbonate ion.
so weird :S
ya this = to insufficient exposure to questions = insufficient practice :(

It is really demoralising, somewhat.
but there's still Maths and Physics!
so there's still Hope? :D

i'm hoping for some hope.
hope hope hope.

the more you repeat one word, the more you wonder why the word is
spelt in such a way.
why is Hope spelt as Hope?
it looks like "Hop". and reminds me of rabbits :D
heeeee!
jiayou :)

life is all about attitude and discipline.
with the right attitude and discipline, we'll be happy, our lives will be
fulfilling :)

today, i really felt my blood rushing up to my face, and my face was burning.
I thought it was getting redder. hahahah! interesting :D:D

^^ Mummy treated me fishcakes and a mocha from coffeebean just now :D
we went for a walk to railmall :D
and i realise how talkative and how large my mouth is.
it's probably the size of 10 AJC fishballs.
:D

maths tomorrow :)
legendary :D
BEE.
Buzzzz!