HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAN CHING! :D
6th September 2010!
you're a really sweeeeet and nice girl :) hope you always stay happy,
keep smiling!:D and always stay strong :D
Sheng Ri Kuai Le! ;D

i know it. too well.
such that i overlook it almost everytime.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWN KOH! ;D
3rd September 2010!
keep smiling! stay strong always! you'll definitely do well!:D

:) Today's the LAST DAY of TERM 3 2010!
heyyyyyyyyyyyyy it means we've already been through 3/8 of our JC Life.
not bad huh :D

JIAYOU! :D

Whenever i walk past you, i can feel my heart beat
Whenever i spot you from far away, i would pretend to not see you and look away
Whenever i hear something funny, cute, weird, epic about you, i would nod my head
and act like i don't really care
Whenever i say "okay.. haha. so lame." to something about you, my heart spams my brain
with millions of "why".
Whenever i see you smile, i try my best to hold mine back.
And if i fail to, i would laugh out loud, and whip out any reason from the back of my head.

Haha :)

I really admire those people who have a goal in mind, a dream they would like to work towards to, and at the end of the day, achieve. They are so certain and so motivated to work towards that destination.:D
And I, got to learn from them. In many school camps, workshops, trainers always
tell us to do goal settings and be forward looking.
From all these experiences, it is expected for us to learn and apply the skills
to our own lives, and set our own goals. but somehow, i do not know if i am a stone,
rock, or noob, but i cannot seem to find The Thing i really want to do in life.

As Minister Lim Swee Say told us during mass civic a few weeks back,
"You can never be sure that your passion would last you for your lifetime, but at any point time, do not do anything half-heartedly, or else you would not go far."
In some sense, i do feel assured by what he said, but that's probably because i
do not know where my passion truly lies in.
It's like a ultra mega powerful pendulum. Swinging up and down soooo vigorously that
it takes really really really really long to stop and reach a stable point.

what do you call this? indecisive? fickle-minded?

After all, everyone would want to do something which he or she loves and enjoy.

My dream is to __________________________!
I really hope oneday, I can fill up the blank above with pride and have the motivation to work towards it.

:D

Anyway, a bigbigbig Thankyou to LENA TOH SZE ZHUO for giving me the chance
to be emcee for today's mass civic session :)
It was really enjoyable and a good learning experience :)
The music by the SAF MDC were really awesome :)
mesmerized totallae~
heehee!

jiayou :) tomorrow is another day :) smileeeeeeeeeeee :D

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! :D:D























sweet right :)


I SLEPT FOR 11 HOURS TODAY.
ohman. amazed. a little guilty. happy.
but my stomach still hurts, thanks to _____!
AH! :D

Well, i have many goals for today!:D
1) Complete App of Integration
2) Complete Study group stuffs :)
3) Revise MATHS! PRACTICE!
4) Chem 10.2 and 10.3 :D
5) Physics MCQ :D:D

jiayou PZT!
and yay! cause i am meeting DESIREE for dinner laterrrrrr!:P

Yesterday was Eve of teachers' day.
And the celebration at AJ was really really nice :)
Congratulations to the TEACHERS' DAY ADHOC!
Awesome job done!!:D

We went back to our secondary schools too :D
And i saw all my wonderful teachers!
I realised how fast time has passed. It is already AUGUST!
I still remember how nervous and ohmanzichfjifchuazzxzx i felt last year
in August. OLEVELS! :D
hahah :)
To think back now, ahhhhh i'm glad i experienced it :D
I'm glad i pulled through it!
Of course, it's definitely not a my own effort.
Many people around me played really really important roles!! :D

and yes, i believe it was my two Ah Gongs who gave me the doubly-powerful
strength to keep moving on. :)

-i'm glad someone invented toilet bowls.
awww thankyou so much heez!!:D-

Title: I Believe in Fairytales
Sang by: Ng Chee Yang (Zhi Yang!)

It's time to wake up and breathe the new day
But I just want to lie in xx today
I want to drift into dream drift into a new world
And there and spend my fairytale
Shake off all my burden for what I truly earn

It's so familiar this still lonely night
But it truly seems fairytale can never take flight
Cuz the faith alone x so deep in my heart
Xx all I need
Xxxxx
Bless with my fairytale

No one say life's a bed of roses you have to make some choices
You won't know what's beyond here
No one say life's a bed of roses but it's full of surprises
Life is your, a fairytale of your own

It's so familiar this still lonely night
But it truly seems fairytale can never take flight
I want to drift into dream drift into a new world
And there and spend my fairytale
Shake off all my burden for what I truly earn

No one say life's a bed of roses you have to make some choices
You won't know what's beyond here
No one say life's a bed of roses but it's full of surprises
Life is your, a fairytale of your own

what's beyond here
No one say life's a bed of roses but it's full of surprises
Life is your, a fairytale of your own

I believe in fairytales.

:)

Your smile is heartening
Your smile makes my heart skip a beat
Your smile always seem so happy and wide
Your smile somehow, makes me smile :D

If there is such a person in your life, you would never
want to let him or her go.

:)

I miss the YOG :(
time flies SUPER fast. I think it is almost at the speed
of light!! hahhah!!
The yog closing was 3 THREE WORDS. SUPER DUPER AWESOME.
And fun!:D
The performances were world class, the singing were soooo power,
the flame was really HOT man! the atheletes were such beautiful and
admirable people :D the fireworks totally made all of us go "WAAAA"! :P
the Goodie Bag is cuteeee! and it can be OVERTURNED!:D
Cool right :D and Zhi Yang sang!!! and he sang really really really
wellll!:D

however, only Sharron and me went crazy during the singing, cheering and
PARTY time!:P
Mummy and Sheng were practically stoning. okay, or least Slightly Stoning :D
heeez!!!:D

IN A FEW HOURS TIME is ACES DAY and TEACHERS' DAY PERFORMANCE!!
AND THEN....... reunion with the Cutest People In the World :D

hahhahahha :)

Row, row, row your boat,
Gently down the stream.
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily,
Life is but a dream.

King Friday XIII's version as shown on Mr. Rogers' Neighborhood

Propel, propel, propel your craft,
Gently down liquid solution.
Ecstatically, ecstatically, ecstatically, ecstatically,
Existence is but an illusion.
Don Music from Sesame Street:

Drive, drive, drive your car,
Gently down the street.
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily,
Life is but a treat.

Mr. Bean in Bean variated the lyrics while drunk:

Row, row, row your boat
Gently down the stream.
If you see a crocodile,
Don't forget to scream.
Argh!

Lt. George in Blackadder Goes Forth

Row, row, row your punt
Gently down the stream.
Belts off, trousers down,
Isn't life a scream?
HEY!

an extended version:

Row, row, row the boat
Gently down the stream
Merrily merrily merrily merrily
Life is but a dream
Row, row, row the boat
Gently down the stream
If you see a waterfall
Don't forget to scream
Row, row, row the boat
Gently down the river
If you see a polar bear
Don't forget to shiver
Row, row, row the boat
Gently to the shore
If you see a lion
Don't forget to roar
Row, row, row the boat
Gently in the bath
If you see a spider
Don't forget to laugh
Row, row, row the boat
Gently as can be
Cause if you're not careful
You'll fall into the sea!
Row, row, row your boat
Gently down the lake
Don't stand up and rock the boat
That's a big mistake!
Row, row, row the boat
Gently down the stream
Throw your teachers overboard
And listen to them scream!
Rock, rock, rock your boat
Gently to and fro
Watch out, give a shout,
Into the water you go!
Row, row, row your boat,
Gently down the stream. (or Underneath the stream.)
Ha! Ha! Fool'd ya all!
I'm a submarine.
Row, row, row your boat,
Gently down the brook.
If you catch a little fish,
Let it off the hook.
Throw, throw, throw the corpse,
Gently in the grave.
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily,
Say goodbye and wave.

A schoolyard version

Row row row your boat
Gently down the stream
Push your teacher overboard
And listen to her scream

:D Childhood.
What we're in now is called, "Youth-hood" right?

I'm glad, i'm sooooooo glad :)
because i have an awesome class :D
an awesome class with caring and nice people.
On the outside, they may seem like that type of idon'tcareaboutyoudude-type
of person, but yesterday during maths lesson, i saw the different side of 0810 :D

I was disappointed in myself. definitely. But my friends around me gave me the
power to hold back my tears and push on. Whether it is a pat on the back,
a simple encouragement like "you can do it", or putting in effort to teach a
slowpoke like me, i felt really lucky to have these people around :)
And Mr Wee's "Zhi Ting, okay or not?" phrase is really heartwarming.
okay this sounds a little wrong. but i can see that he really cares for his
students, for us, although we only became his students about 3 weeks ago.

And while doing maths corrections, i could not help but laugh like mad
at Goh Jun Kang's crap and lame jokes. Thanks :)

God treats me really nice.
Thankyou so much :)

Yesterday, was a terrible day due to school :x
Yesterday, was an awesome day due to the 27th Council :D
Yesterday, was an enjoyable day due to Dance Ushering at UCC :D
Yesterday, was a Happy day because i finally met Tee Wan Xin :)

I'm grateful for yesterday:)

Sometimes, i really do not understand you. Your words, your feelings,
your attitude, your smile. I believe they are real.
I believe they are from your heart. Because I will always treat you
as my friend, someone whom I cherish, someone whom I am willing sacrifice
for, someone whom I really wish would be happy and strong.

Oneday, if you tell me to do even the silliest thing in the world,
I will do it for you. I will.

Happy Birthday Bernice Mok :)
18th August 2010! :D

this is life.
and we'll never get use to it because everyday is a new day,
everyday is another day :)

I've got to admit it, life is a weird journey.
Sometimes you feel this, sometimes you feel that.
Sometimes you want this, sometimes you want that.

My mum tricked me today AGAIN.
she bought for me the white long sleeve formal shirt,
and when i looked at the price, i was like OHMANOHMAN CRAZIEEEE!
S$139 EH.
so i asked her, and she went, "YA.."
then i said: Why you buy?
Mum: It's okay mah. i walked the entire vivo and found it.
Me: but it's so expensive. was there a sale or something...
Mum: (giggles) hahahh yeah, 50% discount -.-
ok wow mamamama XD
hahhah! but thankyou for the shirt!!:D
it's niceeee :D

Tomorrow is THE day we've all been waiting for!:D
I really apologise for the mistakes i made :(
Sorry! :/

And jiayou SARA!:D
tomorrow's our LAST DAY to raise the national/school flag!!!
I PRAY THAT IT WILL NOT RAIN!;D
PLEASEEEE!

JIAYOU:)
you are weird 'cause love is weird

Whenever i am feeling low
I look around me and i know
There's a place that would stay within me
Where ever i may choose to go

National Day is over, so fast :(
SHENG RI KUAI LE, XIN JIA PO! :D

but now, i'm getting kind of nervous about promos.
in the coming 50 days, it's probably gonna be filled with
PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW and PW, and PROMOS PROMOS PROMOS PROMOS and PROMOS.
aww manzx! really dunno whether to feel excited or not.
It really SCARY! :S

This week is really hectic, again. many things going on. and i cannot
seem to do just either one of them right. What's wrong, PZT?????

What has gone a little not correct?

No matter how many excuses i try to cover for my mistakes,
it still boils down to one main reason. Lack of Time Management.
Ya i know, blogging now is probably proving my point.
But i just got to say all these out, because i dunno who i can talk
to now, at this point of time, 2237h. Everyone's so busy,
so tired, so restless.

OKAY! Now, i want to thank God for putting JASON LIM and me in the same school.
Despite his lameness and -.-ness, i think i'm really lucky to have
such an awesome cousin in the same school. Especially when you tell me
that "Life is like that. It will be over soon" in your Weird-weird accent.
Seriously, i SOMEHOW always feel like bursting into tears when you say
something like that. Like just now. hhahhaha :)
It's like my heart is dugged out or something. hahha
okay i dunno how to describe the feeling.

but, i'm super thankful. really :)

JIAYOU HAO-COUSIN!:D

JIAYOU EVERYONE!
we'll all pull through this. We Will.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! :D



♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
We share the Singapore heartbeat, together you and i :D

Gotta Get Over You - Aslyn :)

If I wanted to believe you, I guess I could
And if I wanted to understand you, I guess I would
But my days would go blank and I'd be freezing naked
Cuz stripped of you, well, that's modestly all that I know
So I'm not ready to get over you cuz

If I gotta get over you, I gotta get over every piece that puzzled you and me
If I gotta get over you, I gotta get over feeling my heart and tasting and seeing
If I gotta get over you, I gotta get over Earth, Wind, and Fire
Change the soap in the shower
If I gotta get over you, I gotta get over singing this song for hundreds of hours

So boy while you chip in some understanding, I'll make a deal with my mess
And cleaning up what I WANNA BE SAYING is my first big step
When I close my eyes and everything I run into
Is stubbing me with bruises of memories of you
I'm not ready to get over you cause

Waffle house jokes and romantic comedies
Avon cologne and credit card entries
Butter on popcorn and that mercury sable
The whole darn state of north carolina
My pink leather jacket and cherry hi-c
When I'm finally without you
Can't figure out what'll be left of me

If I gotta get over you, I gotta STOP singing this song for hundreds of hours

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN :)
HAPPY 1-MONTH OLD BRYANNE LIN JIA YI! :)
pretty name right! :D
Her eyes are REALLY VERY beautiful. very very charming :)

At the birthday celebration today, i had OBVIOUSLY ate tooo much.
My stomach was hurting and it felt really ultra HARD man.
I was wishing that i could vomit everything out to ease the
uneasiness. HAHA!! :/ sorry for being so er-xin :D

This long weekend is soo scary.
so many things to do. i think it's kind of contradicting to have
more work to do during a HOLIDAY. seriously. what da bian is this man.
However, as Mr Wee ALWAYS say, No one forced me to come to jc. I chose
this path myself.
Yeah so true :)
Whenever you're feeling really *SIANZ* or restless, just remind yourself
of your ULTIMATE GOAL! :D
It can be long term, or short term. Like what you want to achieve after Promos,
or after Alevels. Sounds easy huh, but it's really challenging to be a
Master of THIS Skill! :/ hahhhhahhah:D

one more thing which i think is really important. Motivation.
Find your motivation to work hard, to want to do well, to push on
despite setbacks.
IT REALLY WORKS!!! :D This motivation can be SOMETHING (like FOOD!:p),
or SOMEONE (Qing Ren XDXD), etc.
heeez! :D

jiayou everyone :D AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!


although i know deep down in my heart, i still fear you would turn away oneday,
but i will not stop, i will move on

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN! :D
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU BOY!:D

HAPPY ONE-MONTH OLD TO BRYANNE!!:D
:):):):)

Long time no blog. YM YM YM :)
awww :D
This blog reminds me of sooo many things. hahh :) looking back at my previous
post and the ORIGIN of Yellowmonkeyy really makes me SMILE :D:D:D:D:D:D
heehee.

Yesterday was kind of an emo day :/ but thanks to KT!! :D
Thanks for lending me your ipod when i was really about to pull out all my hair!:D

Today's (070810) an awesomeeeeee day! :D
FIRST EXCO Meeting, followed by CHEER SUPPORT for the YOG TORCH RELAY! :D
hahahah! really really fun!:)
I really enjoyed and savoured every bit of fun and joy while
cheering and screaming our heads off with JAGUAR!:D

Thanks to our fantastic house captain, TAN KAIYUAN, we ended up screaming
cheering like mad when every RED car, RED bus, RED van, RED lorry, RED VEHICLE, woman in RED, man in RED, dog in RED, vehicles with the SINGAPORE FLAG
passes by! :P
it was really crazy :D

hhahhahha :D
i feel sooo blessed and grateful to be able to experience all these :)
thankyou soo much heeez!:D

We sent Jennifer, Chanel, Kwun Hin, MR LIM off at the airport today tooo :D
Yi lu shun feng :) takecare:)

Anyway, the upcoming week is gonna be a Busyyyy one.
jiayou everyone:D
stay strong! KEEP GOING!!:D

Singapore, i sooo love you :)

title: As A Man
artist: Gummy :D



title: Love You
artist: Seo In Guk :D

會呼吸的痛
作詞：姚若龍　作曲：宇恆

在東京鐵塔　第一次眺望
看燈火模仿　墜落的星光
我終於到達　但卻更悲傷
一個人完成　我們的夢想

你總說　時間還很多　你可以等我
以前我不懂得　未必明天　就有以後

想念是會呼吸的痛　它活在我身上所有角落
哼你愛的歌會痛　看你的信會痛　連沈默也痛

遺憾是會呼吸的痛　它流在血液中來回滾動
後悔不貼心會痛　恨不懂你會痛　想見不能見最痛

沒看你臉上　張揚過哀傷
那是種多麼　寂寞的倔強
你拆了城牆　讓我去流浪
在原地等我　把自己捆綁

你沒說　你也會軟弱　需要倚賴我
我就裝不曉得　自由移動　自我地過

我發誓不再說謊了　多愛你就會抱你多緊的
我的微笑都假了　靈魂像飄浮著　你在就好了

我發誓不讓你等候　陪你做想做的無論什麼
我越來越像貝殼　怕心被人觸碰　你回來那就好了

能重來那就好了

Band concert was awesome :D Seriously, it was really really really
cute, funny, memorable, enjoyable, symphonic, JUST GREAT :D
BRAVOOOOOO TO AJ SYMPHONIC BAND :D
BRAVOOOOOO TO YANGCHIN :D

and in another 5 another minutes time,
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CHANEL NEO! :D:D

world peace twist! :D

It's coming to a point whereby i start to fear if i can really handle everything
i have on my hands. It's normal right?

Having faith in yourself is really important.

Having faith is myself is really important.